Saturday, April 30, 2005
Did you know there are four ways you can express ok in?ahha..go figure
number1: ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(when you get really mad you use this ahah)
eg: OK!!!!!get lost now go away!!!!!(laughs)
number2: ok???(when you're like ok not funny or being sarcastic)
eg: someone says something not funny, you say ok??not funny..
number3: ok......(like when you're whatever!)
eg: someone says something irritating and you're like ok..whatever!
number4: ok.(when you're agreeing with someone)
eg: someone says i hate lindsay and you say ok. me too ahahha
Lamo means laughing out loud
Sorry i just realized its wrong its actually laughing my ass off..thanks rah for pointing that out..dang i must be really tired when i did this...
My friend came up with this cause i typed it like this lmao
she said I M An Orange
lol ahaha
she came up with this too
iwtywiiiybmad
which means: i will tell you what it is if you buy me a drink
lol ahhaha..
oh and sab if you're reading this, she tells you not to laugh at her. and she said she took a pic with idol, but i have no idea who idol is and she says do you still rmb idol?
I think survivor sucks big time!its the stupidest show ever!
how can they vote off steph!
She's the best
The strongest!
The toughest!
The strongest metally!
The best!(have to repeat that again!)
The prettiest!
She just rocks!
i hate this show and i swear im never gonna watch it...
Ok maybe not but i just hate it now...
And for the time being i wont watch it..
Sigh i just cant believe she got out!not fair
Why are they so evil!
She absolutely deserved it!
No one else but her!
She lasted the longest!
argh!!!!!!!
Thursday, April 28, 2005
I had a wonderful time today!
Tho it was really sad that vonzell was in the bottom 3
I really love her!
Ok after watching american idol, i went to bed!
At about 4 plus...
I only got to sleep for about 1 hour or so until i recieved a phone call
And guess who it was from?
None other than Mr. Vicki!
And again for the second time,
He called me to go out with him for dinner,
without notice.
It was the second last minute thing!
Tho i do not regret it!whoot!
Ok for those of you who are still in the dark,
Im totally obessed with the song fly!
I just listened to it for 45 times or more yesterday!
And im gonna try to get the 5000 mark..im probably about 2000 plus
And im also gonnna mass listen to the song everyday
Ok so we went to fish and co for dinner!
The food was great as usual.
We were listening to the songs that they were playing..
They played My happy ending by avril
I commented that avril wrote the song breakaway for kelly
We were about to leave after paying the bill
So i told vicki, why not we just wait cause they might play fly..
I dont really hear fly in fish and co ahhaa
So we were just joking around
We couldnt hear what it was playing cause it was too soft.
And when the part came for a minute all the world can wait,
I started screaming at him and we both laughed out loud
Cause we were just talking about fly!
I was freaking out at that time cause i was soo shocked
And so was vicki...
Ok that day i watched the video of fly for 3 times ahha..
Gonna watch it for 10 times..
So i said it is soo my day cause i hardly ever hear fly anymore now..
Im soo happy today!
Oh and there was the oc too!
Which of course rocked!!!!!!!!!!
I love the oc ahha!yay!
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
im gonna listen to fly 70 times now!
i wont sleep till i do it
think that im crazy?
well maybe you can say that its true!
i must prove to vicki that this song rocks!
plus its my number one and always will be!!!!
whatever will be!!!!!!!!!
whatever you wanna say to me,
say it in front of my face!
dont talk behind my back!
i dont care about what other people say about me
cause i believe in myself
and i know that
everyhting will work out right!
Monday, April 25, 2005
here are some pics of misha barton! ok i dont like her so i changed my mind..
her are some rachel bilson pics instead...thanks oc connection for the pics!
Friday, April 22, 2005
Sometimes I feel like I'm a bird with broken wings
At times i dread my now and envy where i've been
But that's when quiet wisdom takes control
At least I've got a story no one's told
I've finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be
Be nonchalant about everything in life
I've learned to take
The good the bad, and breathe
Cause although we'd like to know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land
These days it feels naive to put your faith in hope
To imitate a child falling backwards on the snow
Cause that's when fears will usually lead you blind
But now i try to under analyze
Is the rope I walk wearing thin?
Is the life I love caving in?
Is the weight on your mind
A heavy black bird caged inside?
Say...what ever will be will be
Take...the good the bad, just breathe
Things like that are never in your hands
Yea, No one knows if shooting stars will land
Do you think what people say is important?
Just let go and fly away...
Take this for just what it is
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Ok here's another song that really rocks alot! Its a very inspirational song that many people listen to and fall in love with. I myself am one of them,tho i already like hilary duff alot..lol. Its also featured in the show raise your voice, which is highly recommended..tho its not shown here, damn it! its a good show man! Why cant they show it here it sucks kae big time!
Anyways here it is., i shall put my shoes in terri fletcher's(hilary duff in the show)
Here's the back ground info of the show, Terri Fletcher finished her finals and she tried to enter this summer music programm in Bristol Hillman.She is a very good singer and she sings in her shcools and church's choir. Her brother Paul just graduated and he's going away to a college after that. He got grounded during he's graduation party. Well Terri being he's nice sister, bought him a graduation present. It was two tickets to see 3 days grace in concert(omg they are soo cool!haha). While they were coming home, some drunk driver ran a red light. And during that, Paul died. Terri was devasted and she wanted to quit singing. She got a letter from the school saying that she got accepted. Well because her brother died, she did not want to go to the school. But with her mother and aunts support, she went to the school behind her fathers back cause he did not want her to go to that school.. She had many ups and downs in the school, but it was the best most scariest thing that happened in her life. She met her boyfriend Jay there(Oliver James) and made many friends including Denise. And she and Jay wrote this song that was dedicated to her brother Paul Fletcher
SOMEONE'S WATCHING OVER ME
I found myself today
Oh, I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
Voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
- Terri felt really lost once her brother died. She was really close to him. They went through trials and tribulations together. Paul has always been the one there for Terri, the one who always defneds Terri from her father, Simon Fletcher, the guy who only cares about his resteraunt. She got accepted to the music school, but she tried to run away from it cause she was sacred and afraid. The voice within her was calling out to her, to break free. The voice she once had and forgot all about it cause her brother died and she didnt want to sing anymore. She's knows that he's gone, and he's not here to say what he used to say, but its written all across the sky and she cant run away from it.
[CHORUS]
So I won't give up
No, I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
- Ok no matter what, she wont give up, break down when everything goes wrong in her life. When all the bad things happen to her, especially when she caught her bf kissing some other girl. She still stood strong, untouchable. Cause she knows when she's all alone, when everyone ostracizes her, makes fun of her, she knows that up there somewhere, somehow, someone's watching over her.
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I won't be afraid
To follow everywhere its taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams
- She has seen the ray if light thats shining so bright, telling her to follow her dreams and not give up on them just cause she lost a loved one. Its shining all the time for her, so she wont be afraid of giving up, and she'll go all the way to achieve her dreams. And now since there is light, she wont be afraid of anything anymore. Because she knows that the past is gone and now she belongs to her dreams, because its her dreams thats pushing her, motivating her to be the best that she can be!
It doesn't matter what people say
It doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself
And you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself
And follow your heart
- Ok this part will be about me..lol. It doesnt really matter what people say about you, even if they put you down and all..And it doesnt matter how long you take to achieve you dreams and goals, just believe in yourself and dont care about what others say about you. It only matters how true you are, because only you can be true to yourself and just follow your heart cause no one else can do it for you, only you!
whoot!
Monday, April 18, 2005
Ok a history behind us 3 friends, we sorta grew up together. We've known each other since we were maybe 4 or 5? Yes we've been best friends till then but maybe not me cause i havent talked to them for a really long time. But they will still always be my good friend! Whoot they are the best!
Ok we arranged to meet at orchard train station at 5:30pm. And as usual im always the one who's always early..but you know what the funny thing is? Ok deborah called saying that she was here and she couldnt find me. I was walking around frantically looking for her! But no matter how hard i tried, i just couldn find her! I tried calling her. But apparently, she said she was walking towards wisma atria. So i told her to walk back to the entrance of the building where the train station is connected to the building. She walked back and yet i couldn see her. Both of us were freaking out! Haha..it was really funny..So i told her to go back to the train station, the control station where they control all the traffic. I finally found her after a really really long time! We were thankful that we found each other!
Ok so we got tickets to see the show Saharah..We were really hungry and Aaron was late..Deb said that we should wait for him so we can eat together..so i was alright with it i guess..When Aaron arrived, guess what? He ate already! Oh man me and Deb were mad.lol haha..Yup so we went to watch the show and it was soo funny! Are you from CIA? *smiles (:..NO!!!!haha soo funny i like that dumb guy! *Nooooooo thats my favourite hat! *Nooo thats my other hat...
LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!its a good show!
So we left..and i realized that i left my wallet in the cinema..i was freaking out cause i really like that wallet..i think the next time im gonna leave a note in my wallet sayin, "if wallet ever found, please return it to the owner. You can take all the money but leave the rest of the wallet behind thanks(:" Yeap, thank God i found the wallet and my money too..After that we went to eat at burger king.
We parted our separate ways..tho me and Deb took the same train home. While we were walking to the station, we were discussing about Delta Goodrem aha..cause we heard the song "Almost here" by her and her bf(ewwww) anyways, Deb started singing the i can sing a rainbow song. She was saying about how she pronuounces the word "blue" differently and that she couldnt do it so i tried saying the word blue with an aussie accent and it actually worked ahha lol..so i kept irritating her with it..here it is Deborah!
Out of the blueeeeeeeeeeee.....lol..in an aussie accent!
The train ride back was a peaceful one tho i played with my useless ipod..lol and her mp3 player couldn work..owww so sad..hope it works kae ahah..ok
I really miss them alot..all these years we've been separated aha..kae its only 2 but what the heck we must go out more kae!whoot ahha!!!!
have fun guys!
Friday, April 15, 2005
Oh man i really look forward to thrudays they totally rock!
tho i know its friday now ahha..but who cares!!!!
yay!i just saw oc just now and it was so nice!
The O.C is like the best show ever in the world
Im obssesed with that show!!!!
Totally!!love it!!!!!!hard core fan!!!!!
Maybe only for summer ahha but the show rocked today
well my day started off badly as expected..i went for piano lessons
What do you expect..something that i hate doing alot!
It sucks doing that every week and i think its a total waste of money..
Sigh i hate it man totally!
Ok im still officially sick!i guess i have no idea why?
Still think life is unfair and it sucks big time..
Lunch sucked..and so did dinner ahah tho i had apple struddle for dinner
yum love that but hate the rest...
As im writing this, i have this sudden urge for food...
Damn i am hungry..
But what do i crave for?
I myself do not know..
This world that im living in is a weird one..
I guess i must be on the wrong side..
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
These are her newest pics taken from kca in april 2005!her latest ever no other latest pics yet but this!Her newest of her newest!ok you get my point!
*drum roll....................
with haylie
with jamie lynn spears oh my they look good together!
Im bleeding..
Im dying..
Why should i believe anything that people say now?
It is hard for me to do so
Its like in these days,if you tell me its raining,
I'll probably have to stick my hand out of the window and feel the drops myself
Before i can be convinced.
People in this world are such liars and traitors.
How can you trust anyone here?
I feel so alone in this world full of people that i cant trust
Although i so called treat them as "friends"
They are like total strangers to me.
Should i still care about their well-being?
Whether they are still living?
Should i still even think of them?
Keep them in my prayers.
Or should i just pretend that they do not exist?
Is my heart still there, sometimes i do question myself.
Why even bother about people who just bring you down.
I usually tell myself to not care about what other people say about me.
But now, it seems as though its really hard and i cant do it anymore
I've let myself down.
I get disappointed with myself.
The only way out is to just not care about anything in life..
And maybe everything as well...
Because its not worth caring about.
I have to keep to what i always follow and be strong about it..
Monday, April 11, 2005
This is one of my favorite songs!it totally rocks! atho its a bit sad..but it is just so nice! imagine a band a punk group with a violinist!isnt it cool! It so freaking is!haha
ok i shall analyze the song now(*stares at sab, she calls me the song analyst)
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
- I've already broken your heart once already and this is the second time, i dont know how can i get you back to me! No matter how hard i try, to use whatever means that i can, use words to get you back. But i still can get you back. You want a reason why i broke your heart. I cant give you one cause i dont know why. I still love you but i just cant give you a reason why i broke your heart. Please do forgive me ,tho i know you'll never do so..
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
- i feel so hurt by your coldness. No matter how hard i try, i can never get you back. I giev up totally and here is what i have to say, so that you know how i feel deep inside of me
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one
- Here i go, screaming my lungs out. Trying everything just to get back to you! You are my only one, the one i truely love and no one else! I try to forget about you. Everything we did together, every feeling we had for each other and every moment we spent together. But i just cant let you go because ther is no one else like you! There's only one you and you're my only one!(ok actually the gets me like you do is quite perverted so i wont write about that ahha..little children might be viewing this page)
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
- I know i've done many things to let you down. Made many mistakes to hurt you. I feel so bad and i wont be able to hold on for too long..i have to let go! I tried going everywhere without you, doing everything without you and tried to find someone new. But there is just no one no one like you and i cant move on without you in my life!i need you!you are my only one!
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
- Though i may feel like giving up, i must speak my mind and i wont walk out of you until you really know what is inside of me thats yearning to tell you! Becaue if you dont wanna move on and still keep me stuck here..i have to let you go...
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
- Im too afraid to meet you face to face, so i'll leave a note.You may think that it is dishonest but there is no other way out. I know you can see right through me, you know what im thinking right now. So please let me go! So that i can forget about you and you can find someone. Though you are my only one, i know you have given up on me but still wanna hold on. Just let me go!
You are my only one.....
OK i have to personally thank rebecca for doing this for me!haha..you rock kae!you know it!
She was bored so she thought it would be fun to do it...anyways a little info about her!her name is also known as n1hflip24 on juicy fruit and she's from america!
So here it is! enjoy(:
Why do we say "heads up" when we actually duck? Well when people give you a 'heads up' about next week, they're giving you a warning about something that's coming up, or something to look for. So when people say "heads up" to prevent you from hitting something, they're just trying to warn you that something's coming your way.
How come French fries are not considered vegetables, since they are just deep fried potatoes? French fries don't grow out of the ground. We make 'em.
Do stairs go up or down? Not everything has to go up or down. Does a computer go up or down? No, it's just there. Just as stairs just exist. You can walk up stairs, or you can walk down stairs.
When people say, "I’m so tired it's not even funny" or "my head hurts so much it's not even funny", why would it even be funny in the first place? They say 'it's not even funny' to express that they're being serious. That they are seriously tired, or their head really really hurts, so that people won't think they're just complaining as usual.
If the sky is the limit, then what is space, over the limit? The sky's the limit is just an expression. We know that there is more beyond our atmosphere, it's just an expression, such as "cat got your tounge?"
Why is it that when adults have multiple personalities it's schizophrenia, but when a child has imaginary friends it's cute? Because it's very normal for younger children to have imaginary friends. However, it's not normal for adults to have multiple personalities lol!
If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?No...'Electro' roughly means electric or electric current, which is why both words begin the same way.
Why are there commercials for cable companies on cable but not on regular television? There are commericals for cable companies on regular television...
Why is it that when things get wet they get darker, even though water is clear? Ok she sorta left this blank..so i'll answer it..ok i dont know ahaha..too lazy to think
Why do you go “back and forth” if you really must go forth before you go back? Who says you can't go back first? LOL Again, it's just a saying that's been passed on.
If mars had earthquakes would they be called marsquakes? Well, if they had earthquakes, clearly you would call them earthquakes (since you already did). It wouldn't be a different event, just a different location. When there's an earthquake in different locations of California, it's still called an earthquake.....
If a missing person sees their picture on a milk carton that offers a reward, would they get the money? Yes who wouldnt that'd be dumb!
How come you pay an extra 25 cents to get something put on your hamburger but they don't take off the price if you get something taken off?Because they would lose so much money if they did that, and it would be much more complicated when typing the bill.....
Why do they call the small candy bars the "fun sizes"? Wouldn't be more fun to eat a big one? Sure, it might be more fun to eat a big one, you'd probably get sick. But anyways, if they called the small candy bars something like "mini" or "small" people might be less interested in buying them, which is why they picked a more pleasing word, "fun"!
If all of the Acme stuff doesn't work, why does Wile Coyote keep buying their products? I don't know what Acme stuff is.......dont watch cartoons
Why do people say PIN number when that truly means Personal Identification Number Number? Same reason people say ATM Machine, they're used to hearing it that way, and probaby don't realize that they're repeating a word.
Why does a round pizza come in a square box? How are you supposed to make a cover for a round pizza cardboard container? It's just easier to make.
When you see the weather report and it says "partly cloudy" and then the next day it says "partly sunny"; what’s the difference? When its partly cloudy, clearly there will be clouds in view. When they say 'partly sunny,' they don't mention clouds at all b/c its not cloudy...it will be sunny, but not too hot. I'm not a meteorologist, but there is a difference.
If someone crashes his or her car on purpose, why is it still a car accident? Why would someone purposely crash their car on purpose? It'd probably be called suicide, not a car accident.
Can't anybody who has a job go in the "employees only" doors at restaurants?No they can't, because everyone knows that the 'employees only' is referring to employees at that specific restaraunt.
Shouldn’t they be more specific and say "employees of this place only"? No. I don't know about you, but everyone I know is well aware that it means the employees at that current location.
Don’t you find it weird we teach our kids: scrub a dub dub, three men in a tub?It's a nursery rhyme....been passed down. Sure, the song may be a little odd, but so are lots of nursery rhymes.
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Sometimes in life,
I really think there is no point in living anymore.
But of course i wont commit suicide.
Its's just that sometimes im just so tired of living
Going through the hussle and bussle of living in sg,
One of the most stressful places ever!
It makes me feel stressed out!
And i dont like being stressed out!
I just wanna fly away and never come back,
To a world where the word stress ceases to exist
A world that is free from problems!
But the truth is,
This can never happen to me,
Not now that is.
Why cant i just live a normal life like everyone else?
Why must i always feel so depressed?
To take everything in life so nonchalantly?
Why am i turning so cold?
I have no idea why,
But i have to change i guess..
I have to have a heart.
Because i know,
Somewhere up there,
Someone's watching over me!
So i must not give up or break down!
I will continue to press on!
Woot! (:
Saturday, April 09, 2005
when i saw this, i thought it would be good to post it here:
Why do we say "heads up" when we actually duck?
How come French fries are not considered vegetables, since they are just deep fried potatoes?
Do stairs go up or down?
When people say, "I’m so tired it's not even funny" or "my head hurts so much it's not even funny", why would it even be funny in the first place?
If the sky is the limit, then what is space, over the limit?
Why is it that when adults have multiple personalities it's schizophrenia, but when a child has imaginary friends it's cute?
If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?
Why are there commercials for cable companies on cable but not on regular television?
Why is it that when things get wet they get darker, even though water is clear?
Why do you go “back and forth” if you really must go forth before you go back?
If mars had earthquakes would they be called marsquakes?
If a missing person sees their picture on a milk carton that offers a reward, would they get the money?
How come you pay an extra 25 cents to get something put on your hamburger but they don't take off the price if you get something taken off?
Why do they call the small candy bars the "fun sizes"? Wouldn't be more fun to eat a big one?
If all of the Acme stuff doesn't work, why does Wile Coyote keep buying their products?
Why do people say PIN number when that truly means Personal Identification Number Number?
Why does a round pizza come in a square box?
When you see the weather report and it says "partly cloudy" and then the next day it says "partly sunny"; what’s the difference?
If someone crashes his or her car on purpose, why is it still a car accident?
Can't anybody who has a job go in the "employees only" doors at restaurants? Shouldn’t they be more specific and say "employees of this place only"?
Don’t you find it weird we teach our kids: scrub a dub dub, three men in a tub?
Why is there a fued between these two rising stars? Well its actually a really complicated situation! I shant even go into details at all because its too complicated!
Anyways, the fight actually started cause hilary was dating aaron carter and he two-timed her by going together with lindsay! But according to hilary, she has never seen lindsay before, in person, so there is no apparent reason for her to get mad with him. She has been with aaron, but we dont know for sure if he actually two timed her. Hilary said in Oprah recently that all those news about her is not even true at all and they dont even know each other at all so they are not fighting.. she also asks why cant they just be friends! Now the fued should be over between them. Whether they become friends or not i really do not know. But i hope that they do! Hil also says that we should like her too cause she thinks she's quite nice!
Friday, April 08, 2005
Ok in my previous post, i said that britney's hair is just flawless! Yes it is but its only in her video everytime. There's one other person that can beat her. And she's none other than Hilary Anne Duff! Her hair is always consistent! And i love her hair and her too! whoo hoo go hil!
ok so here are her pics!(with nice hair)
one of my fav pics!
From come clean, theme song for laguna beach, every thursdays at 4.30pm on mtv
with haylie
from fly!(:
so laid back!
opps did i forget something?hmm yes come fly with me!
ok here it is..i just love all her shots here...they next set will be showing all her short hair clip, recent ones..
so happy viewing and rmb that hilary rocks!good night ahah!see ya!
Here are some pics from everytime the video!
ok you must be wondering why i actually even waste my time posting pics of her! But i just cant help to notice that her hair in this video is absolutely stunning andi must say impeccable! It totally is and i love her hair here(ok i sound like a freak now ahha) but its true!i really do love girls with nice long hair just like hilary(tho she cut hers) and britney and in this video she really showcases her "wonderful" hair!
ok but this song rocks too! Its so nice! One of her best slow songs ever! But of course none can compare to her ultimate video/song...*drum roll.....................
toxic!omg that song is like...whoa! whoa whoa!!!!!!ok here's a sneak pic!
as you can see i dint show you the pics with her only wearing diamonds. Well actually this is one of the pics but it only shows her face. Didnt want to make it and ra blog haha..little kids might be viewing this! ok until next time, the next picture showcase would be one of hilary!
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
ok here are some rachel bilson pictures (:
ok first and formost, im totally in love with the o.c and im totally and seriously obesssed with that show, serioulsy! The o.c is like the best show ever!
Anyways, i think rachel bilson is so *censored* hot ok..she totally is!she's like the prettiest girl ever..she has nice hair too..and guess what!she aint a blondie! Ok, im actually quite happy and sad that she's getting married to adam brody. I'm happy cause he's from the oc too so its ok i guess. Sad cause she's taken..
I think her acting is really good too!i just love her alot!seriously!she is extremely gorgeous!
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
HELLO RYAN!
you horrible thing!
YOU DIDN'T CREDIT ME ON YOUR BLOGG!
hurrrr
everyone say your blog nice
you know why?
COS I DO ONE!
hahahahaha
rocks right?
rocks!
((:
yes yes
all the world listen!
RYAN'S BLOGG WAS DONE BY ME!
NESSA THE GREAT!
HIS DEAR BELOVED 2ND BEST COUSIN
alrighty
as you might have realised
i am INVADING!
yes INVADING!
you'll get to know that i tend to invade alot
HAHAHA
too bad you can't invade my blog
cos you don't have the pass and stuff
WHAHAHAHAHA
alright la
i invade finish liao
you love me!
you know you do
((:
-nessa the great almighty omnipotent being
Why are people always trying to put us down?
Just because we get around?
The things they do look awful cold
Why dont y'all just fade away?
And never come back!
And dont try to dig what we all say!
Dont try to put me down!
Cause it wont work!
Not now!
Not next time!
Not ever!
Why not you just fly away too and never come back!
Go away from me, out of my sight!
I dont wanna see you anymore!
Just fade away!
Fade away from my life!
You dont deserve to be in it!
Theres no way you can change anything!
So dont bother!
My mind's made up and thats it!
So just *censored* off and go away!
I feel that this blog should be dedicated to hilary duff. So this blog is officially dedicated to her ahaha whoo hoo
*clap hands..yay (:
ok for the time being this blog will be like this..plain and simple, unitl someone makes me a new skin then only will it change!
Life,
Is life really that unfarir?
Why cant i always do what i want?
The world is spinning and i just
cant break free.
I just wanna fly away and never come back.
Back to this world that is full of haters.
People who will always discriminate you.
But i have to be strong, for her!
Fight away all the haters!
For they deserve no right in this world.
Without them, the world would be a better place.
No war,
only peace.
Why can people back up off me??
Why cant they let me live the way i want to?
Is the world really such a cruel place?
Where only betrayers and haters exist?
Please take me away
Someone please, anyone, please im begging
Take me away, i dont wanna stay here anymore...
I just wanna fly away and never come back...
Monday, April 04, 2005
This is for everyone around me who hates hilary duff and who discriminates me for liking her!
Dont spit on me and shame yourself. Because you wish you were someone else. You look so clean, but you spread your dirt, as if you think that words dont hurt. You build up walls no one cant climb. The things you do should be a crime! Spinning a web that is hard to see. With envy, greed and jealousy. Feeling angry but you dont know why? Why dont you actually look me in the eye? You dont know how i feel and yet you still continue. Why not you carry on with whatever you are doing? Besides, haters shouldn't be treated as friends. But instead, someonee that should be terminated and exterminated!
Haters suck! Why not y'all just f*** off and go away! You dont deserve to be near me cause when you're nice, its just a pose! So why not just stop being nice and f*** away!
ryan
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