yeah i know its not day 29th but deal with it im rushin!
Day 29's Song
The Veronicas - When It All Falls Apart
Album: The Secret Life Of The Veronicas
Ahhh When It All Falls Apart. Such an amazing song with totally awesome lyrics! This has got to be one of my most favourite Veronicas song ever! And it will be forever too because its just awesome! I loved it from the start and always have loved it. I derno why but its just one of those that i can put on repeat and listen to over and over again because its amazing! And guess what? I was so happy with this song cause Jess sang more in it LOL than 4ever and Everything Im Not, and you can actually hear Jess doing her solos and what not and when she screams in this song OMG i melt because its so freaking hot i just love it! Pure talent i say PURE talent! The vocal skills for this song are amazing but sometimes when they sing it live, Jess gets lazy and she hits into falsetto lazy idiot! But i know where she's coming from LOL hahaha so its fine!
I love it when they sing it live! I derno but everyone says that they hated their first performance of this song which was on The Australian Video Music Awards. I personally loved it cause it was brilliant! But however there were so many negative reviews and what not about it but i thought it was really good! So what if their voices didnt match the music? There could be many reasons as to why that could have occured, one is because they probably couldnt hear themselves? 2 the sound system was bad and it was probably because the venue was huge arse and it was quite difficult so yeah dont blame them really because vocally it was splendid especially when Jess scram before the 2nd chorus OMG totally hot!
So yeah i mean i just love this song ok!!!!! its damn good!
I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well
Before you came
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face
Not again
And not to mention
The tears I shed
But I should have kicked your
Ass instead
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up
Straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do,
When it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up
where do I start
Cause I can't turn to you
When it all falls apart
Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are
Anymore
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do
When it rains it pours
And not to mention
I drank too much
I'm feeling hung over
And out of touch
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up
Straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do,
When it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up
Where do I start
Cause I can't turn to you
When it all falls apart
Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
Another one ending once again
Ok this is just totally a sole write up on todays song (:
Day 28's Song
The Veronicas - Nobody Wins
Album: The Secret Life Of The Veronicas
This song is jsut amazing! When i first heard it, i instantly fell in love with it. It was one of the last Veronicas songs that i got from my friend and i should have gotten it earlier because its just so good. I dont understand why some people dont really like it? But this song just takes the cake for everything they've released! This is me and Kandy's song lol. yeah we do love each other and everything but like i derno why this is just our song? Its a breakup song saying that theres beauty in goodbye. Why bother trying anymore when you've run out of reasons to try. And its just like that where the relationship. funny you should ask cause i've always felt like that. You try so hard you push and you push and you want to make sure that the relationship works but somehow, it just doesnt? Why, maybe its you, maybe its the other party or maybe its just nothing at all.
This song has so much meaning to it and when its sung live, OMG its extremely flawless. The first time i heard it live i cried. It was that good i couldnt believe my ears! it was like just when everyone thought that The Veronicas sucked at singing live, they sing this song live and me and Kandy just totally fell in love with this song because its just so amazing! Words cannot comprehand what we both felt when we first heard it and we just share so much together with this song and she means so much to me and so do i in her eyes and this song just brings us so much closer to one another its like special (:
She makes me sing this song t her all the time. I try to make her but she NEVER sings cause she thinks she sucks at it. but oh well i just really love this song and yeah its just AMAZING! one of the bestest in the entire world!!!!!!
Its just a really sad song when you wanna listen to because you're just feeling upset about something emo, or whatever im sure you can relate to it because its just perfect!
Hold your head up high
You're never wrong
Somewhere in the right you belong
You would rather fight than walk away
What a lonely way to breathe the air
What an unlovely way to say you care
Now we're too far gone
For me to save
And I never thought that we'd come to this
Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
(no one's wrong or right, you would rather fight rather walk away)
There just no reason left to try
(now is gone too far, look at where we are)
You push me away
Another black day
Lost count of the reasons to cry
Look what you've missed, living like this
Nobody wins
Searching for the truth in your eyes
Found myself so lost don't recognize
The person now that you,
You claim to be
Don't know when to stop,or where to start
You're just so caught up in who you are
Now you're far too high
For me to see
I'd never thought that we'd come to this
Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
(noone's wrong or right, you would rather fight than walk away)
There just no reason left to try
(now it's gone too far, look at where we are)
You push me away
Another black daylost count of the reasons to cry
Look what you've missed, living like this
Nobody wins
You never say your sorry
Try to tell me that you love me
But don't, (dont)
It's too late to take it there
Now it's gone to far, look at where we are
Nobody Wins...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAHIRA!!!!!!!!!!!!! well it was yesterday but still happy birthday (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDY RODDICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay its his birthday today well not today but tmr for US. And he's playing haha it would be a good present if he wins eh!!!! cant wait to watch him play but his match is damn early in the morning!!! pssssh
sigh my life is full of tuitions and piano lessons, someone kill me. It couldnt get more exciting than that honestly! I have one student who just kills me and yeah dont get me started on my piano lessons!
Day 27's Song:
Tammin - Whatever Will Be
Album: Whatever Will Be
This is the last Tammin song on the list, and also the last non-veronicas song lol. Yeah its great! This song has helped me thru a lot cause its really inspirational and very motivating! With music that has crap lyrics that talk about nothing but sex, this song doesnt really stand up that much because its not the same thing as what the world is doing but i guess its a good thing. Because like i mean i dont wanna hear every freaking single song about the same thing over and over again???? i have a few but yeah thats just it. What does it do to my life? Nothing? But songs like these carry you thru a lot cause it teaches you lessons. Its songs like these that help troubled kids in their times of needs and motivates and encourages them to do the right thing and not the wrong thing, how to handle situations when they are in crisis or how to live life basically.
I've heard this live before and im upset i didnt download it! Because its amazing! She sang it really well and i was amazed by it even. Its sad that she's stopped her music career because she should have continued seeing as to how she's amazing! People always usually have no faith in someone when they try to cross from tv to music, and they say that'll never work. She's one of the few in Australia to break that barrier. One's Kylie, Delta and we have Tammin. So i would say she's one of the legends in Australia. And home and away was a KICK ARSE show alright i totally loved it and i miss it too ):
Sometimes I feel like I'm a bird with broken wings
At times I dread my now and envy where I've been
Cause that's when quiet wisdom takes control
At least I've got a story no one's told
I finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be
I learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land
These days it feels naive to put your faith in hope
To imitate a child, fall backwards on the snow
Cause that's when fears will usually lead you blind
And now I try to under-analyse
Is the rope I walk wearing thin?
Is the life I love caving in?I
s the weight on your mind
A heavy black bird caged inside?
Say
Whatever will be will be
TakeThe good, the bad
Just breathe
Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
Thing like that are never in your hands
No one knows if shooting stars will land
Soo yeah i know the dates dont really coincide and all but im trying my best to blog more cause like yeah August is ending in like 2 days LOL.
All i can say is. HAPPINESS (:
Its been a great week for me other than the fact that i had exams and i almost pee'ed in my pants cause i was freaking scared that my companies act would be confiscated. I swear i was damn scared ok hahahaha scared shitless even! I was shaking when she took my act. damn scary!!!!!
Things have been going very well, and losing 2 of my very good friends isnt easy but im glad that they are back in my life now. I derno but i see it as a tennis match, i start off the first set not doing very well and i do manage to cling on to my friends but like in the midst of it, there are troubles and i make some unforced errors, careless mistakes, mistakes i shouldnt have made and its like friends, losing them would probably be the worst mistake i ever made in my life. They might not know it yet but it pains me to be separated from them. But as the set goes on and i fight on, i start gaining confidence and i slowly win the set! And that would be a great accomplishment!
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So i went out with Steph, Priya and we had awesome kick arse food and Steph's house ! Steph i love your mum she's amazing lol! WHOOO im her fav TP student (: We had heaps of fun watching Greese and its just crazy man the way they dress and dance haha something that well we dont see happening nowadays! After that me and Steph went to watch Hairspray which was a really good after exam movie lol cause its just yeah you know after exams (:
So finally the time came when i had to do what i had to do. Im glad i did what i had to do and im happy with everything that went and im so glad all the clouds have cleared and the sun is shinning again, the way its supposed to be. Somehow i knew deep inside that i wanted this to happen but i was just afraid. I mean who wouldnt be, after all thats happened? Life isnt always the way it seems to be, but if you make an effort, i guess it will all be worth while (: I mean you would never know if you didnt try right? its better to get rejected than to no try at all!
Hanging out as a group was fun LOL, Vanessa if you're reading this, you better not do anything alright! I'll personally hunt you down i sswear if its the last thing i'll do! Im keeping an eye on you. So you commeneted that you wanted to hang out with me, does today count? LOL
Day 26's Song
Delta Goodrem - Lost Without You
Album: Innocent Eyes
OMG this is probably one of my favourite songs of all time. I just simply love it and no words can describe my love for this song because i've been loving it since i was in Secondary school and thats a very long time! The lyrics are just amazing and the piano is SUPERB!!!!!!!!!!!! ok but sadly, this is her worst song live. She sings it so badly i dont know why? Because heaps of people love this song but when its live its just well horrible, compared to her other songs of course. I still love you Delta and you're still one hell of a singer no matter what.
She's so inspiring because she's been through so much in her life and this song just describes so much about losing someone and let me tell you, it aint easy at all and i know how it feels. And not being able to even say goodbye and just ending it, it just makes it worse. But this is just amazing you guys should check it out!
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just wanna find a way to compromise
Cause I believe we can work things out
I thought that I had all the answers never givin in
But baby since you've gone
I admit I was wrong
All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
If we ever say we'd never be together in the end you wave goodbye
Dunno what I'd do
Im lost without you
I keep trying to find my way and all
I know is im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you
How am I ever gonna get rid of these blurs
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
Your the only thing thats on my mind
On my bed so cold at night
I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right
No I'm not too proud to say
All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
If we ever say we'd never be together in the end you wave goodbye
Dunno what I'd do
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way and all I know is
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you
If I could only hold you now
Make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
So exams have kicked in and we just had our accounts paper today and sighhhhh but oh well i have hope and faith eh!!!! COME ON!!!!! ALEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So Tennis season started again and YAY today marks the first day and im still rooting for my 2 favs, Justine and Andy!!! All the best guys im behind you and ANDY Roddick's birthday is coming too WHOOOo double joy hahaha(:
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finding someone that truly cares for you is hard, in life its wise that you choose your right friends. True friends will never leave you no matter what happens, even when theres distance and when you're apart, you still feel close. Dont let your true friends go, but cherish every moment spent with them. Thank you for hearing me out! It meant so much to me (: I know that although we've been friends, there was still a separation and both of us felt it but im glad we're good with that! I'll see you on monday alright (:
Day 23's Song:
Anthony Callea - The Prayer
Album: Anthony Callea
This is the song that he sang and lost Australian Idol with. Its sad because it was the best performance in Australian Idol's history! It still is currently and no one has been able to outdo this song its just amazing when its done by him! My Aunt in Australia cried during the performance. I must admit that its really good, my hair stood on ends. Its just i derno im speechless LOL
Day 24's Song:
The Veronicas - Mouth Shut
Album: The Secret Life Of The Veronicas
OMGGGGG i really really love this song!! its like my msn email and all LOL hahaha but omg its just amazing! I didnt really like it at first but when i saw their AOL performance i almost melted or something!!! JESSS was AMAZING that was when i started falling in love with her like crazy! Her emotions that she portrayed when she sang this was heart warming and i connected so much with it and i felt so much from the song. And i couldnt stop watching it because its just so inspiring the way she sang the song and i dont even have to go to how it was live because it was amazing! EXACTLY like the cd, and its SOOO good (: Lisa was great too but Jess was OUTSTANDING!!!!!!
But sadly by the time they became famous, they started to sing in a very lazy manner and its not as good as before and im quite disappointed because i miss those good times when they actually sang it really well. BUT im sure if she puts effort into it, it would be goood trust me!
So all you fans out there or whatever this is amazing! its like a little soft rockish? Not too loud or anything and the lyrics are just splendid! i really really really love the lyrics!
I kept my mouth shut from the start
I guess I left you in the dark
You thought you knew me but you don't
You say you'll love me but you wont
When you find out who I am
I kept my mouth shut for too long
All this time you got me wrong
Now we're in this way too far
I'm about to break your heart
Tear everything we had apart
Cause I'm feeling lost
When I'm in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding on to you
I tried so hard
To be the one
I don't like who I've become
Won't keep my mouth shut anymore
I've had my share of closing doors
Now I know I'm not afraid
I know exactly what you'll say
But I'm sorry it's too late
Cause I'm feeling lost
When I'm in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding on to you
I tried so hard
To be the one
I don't like who I've become
I kept it all inside of me for all this time
Thought that I could make it work if I just tried
But I'm sorry to admit that I have lived a lie
I kept my mouth shut for too long
Now I know that it was wrong
I wish I told you from the start
That this was never ment to last
We should've never gone this far
Won't keep my mouth shut anymore
Day 25's Song:
The Veronicas - Leave Me Alone
Album: The Secret Life Of The Veronicas
This is such a fun song to sing especially to parents and anyone who you want to ignore LOL its just so i hate you get out of my face song! WHOOOO so i always play it cause im angry! LOL ok well its just soooo happy (: like well not so much empowering but really like yes leave me alone i dont want you near me. I guess that was just the message that they wanted to portray! Well theres nothing much to say about this song because the title pretty much says it all (: and the lyrics too (:
I'm getting tired of you pushing me 'round
Dragging me down
Making a sound because you wanna
I guess that's why I like messing with you
Putting you through
A lesson or two, because I'm gonna
Before I go my own way
I just gotta say
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired of love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Cuse I know I'm better off on my own,
Leave me alone
This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phonecause
I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Leave me alone
There was the time I thought you were the one
Having some fun
Getting it done
What an illusion
Cause you were trying to take control of me
That couldn't be, I need to be free of this confusion
Don't give me a guilt trip,
because I'm so over it
Don't turn around and don't look back
I see right through all your selfless acts
OMG look at the number of days i havent blogged, its horrible!!! Im sorry ): i have been so busy that i didnt have the time at all and yeah this sucks i know.
ANYWAYS NEWS UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Veronicas have released their new single, well it was leaked but Jess threatened to sue the fans that had the song and if they sent it to anyone else they would get sued. The thing is its the Internet and its really difficult to trace these kinda things. Besides doing this requires money and she doesnt have any to do so anyways. But yeah there were rumors about the song and all and about their new stuff. I've heard from a reliable source connected to them that it would be electro dance pop kinda music and i was like urgh!! They are going down i mean seriously DOWN DOWN DOWN. And they will be in heavy debt and everything. But sighhh its so disappointing, i told myself that im going to hate their new song like really badly cause they suck. But no to my dismay im madly in love with it and i should get shot dead because HOW, WHY? I don want to love it but its just too addicting. I mean its really disappointing with weak vocals and doesnt show anything at all but its just addictive thats all and the more you listen to it, the more it makes you fall in love with it. Sigh life sucks. Just when you're almost done getting rid of The Veronicas in your life, they come back to you. And Jess is blonde now. what the hell man! NOOOOOO why why why omg i feel like killing myself!!!! I swore to not like it and now omg its just too good! WTFFFFFF
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So i've found out something im not supposed to find out. My condolences go out to you, if you want to talk to me after everything that happens, i just want you to know that im still here. As much as i hate everything you did to me, maybe even you, as i said before i have forgiven you. I just dont want you to be left alone by yourself! And i derno i just feel the need to talk to you and be there for you, derno why but yeah.
Day 21's Song:
Delta Goodrem - A Little Too Late
Album: Mistaken Identity
When i heard this song i LOL'ed cause i mean its Delta, she sings slow soothing songs and this is just a really fun crazy song that you can just go do do do do do do do do do, ok i cant rmb how many do's she sings but its soo fun to sing along to. So i guess thats the reason why i fell in love with it. I havent really heard it live oh wait i have the concert dvd. Yes its great and i mean its Delta, she's amazing and thats all i need to say cause she's JUST Delta. ILU Delta!!!
(They say) I'm a little to young to understand
But it's a little to late too hold my hand
You know I never subscribe to yes sir no sir
Gonna learn gonna love gonna take my chance
It's a little too late for you to say
That I'm a little too young to feel this way
Cause I just wanna be loved just wanna be heard
Be lost in the feeling standing here
At the door to my life
Now that day has arrived so loud and clear
You'll hear me singing
Do do doo do do do do do do
I'm singing
Do do do do do do do do do
(They say) I'm a little too lost without you here
(They said) that I'm a little too soft and too sincere
Cause I never subscribe to who sir me sir
Gonna stand gonna fall gonna face my fears
It's a little too late for me to wait (ooh yeah)
Cause you're never to young to feel this way
Cause I just wanna be loved just wanna be heard
Be lost in the feeling standing here
At the door to my life
Now that day has arrived so loud and clear
You'll hear me singing
Do do doo do do do do do do
I'm singing
Do do do do do do do do do
If I want your help I'll say help me
I'm okay I'm alright won't you hear me.... loud and clear
Day 22's Song:
Tammin - Pointless Relationship
Album: Whatever Will Be
Whoooo another Tammin track, the 2nd last one. I remember watching this on MTV in Australia and i was like whoaaaa this songs quite good aye? So i headed down to Target and i went to the music section and i went to look for this track and i found it as a single so i was like ok im so going to buy it haha. Its a great track! Well urm i derno what to say already ahaha its amazing! LOL. OK i'll post the rest of the days later because they deserve JUSTICE they are good songs, i dont want to spoil it like this one LOL. not that it isnt good!
Lately it seems she keeps hitting him over the head
with one word: when?
Should they go left or right or maybe high or low?
Why can't he pretend?
That things will stay the same and he can just keep on...
Chillin' out and sleepin' in on Mondays
Has she been wastin' all her time?
Cause he's so not into
Waking up and workin' 9 to 5 all week
The kids, the house, the dog, and the SUV
will they ever agree?
Somtimes she wonders if they're ever gonna live
up to who they could be;
the real world is heading for them like a high speed train and
And he's not ready
He wants things to say the same
so he can just keep on...
Chillin' out and sleepin' in on Mondays
Has she been wastin' all her time?
Cause he's so not into
Waking up and workin' 9 to 5 all week
The kids, the house, the dog, and the SUV
will they ever agree?
ahhhh 11 days till this wonderful month ends, im going to miss it so badly. Maybe next month shall come a new month to celebrate the goodness of music! Maybe the unknown singers from America or maybe i shall embrace the culture of Electro Pop from the UK? Who knows just wait till i feel something next month!
Today's Song:
Delta Goodrem - Born To Try
Album: Innocent Eyes
This is the first Delta song that i fell in love with and after that it was just a match made in heaven! I really embrace those musicians who play the piano because somehow i can relate and connect to them (: Just like Jon McLaughlin, Delta is no different! As much as i hate playing the piano, well mainly cause i dread the old archaic pieces that i have to play for the exams, i mean yeah they help you acquire good fingerings and what not and teach you how to express, i guess different people just interpret playing differently. I for one love the way Delta expresses herself on the piano! its amazing and it inspired me heaps! As matter of fact it changed quite a bit of my impression on the way i play and my love for music!
So yeah when she sings this live, its like so good its just amazing! And she shows so much in this i guess cause she knows that this song has seen her through so much! She's one amazing girl, battling cancer and everything and all those bad rumors! She can still stay true to her heart right in the small castle hill town (btw i love that place its amazing. I love the shopping centre there, i always go there well i love paramatta more but meh i'll settle for castle hill towers ANYTIME!). Since this was her first ever single i guess she must feel so much for it! Did i also mention that she's a great song writer as well?? She wrote most of her songs on her cds anyways and this is no exception! Go Delta i love you!!!
Ps she was the first person that i actually got crazy over, the real first one.
Doing everything that I believe in
Going by the rules that I've been taught
More understanding of what's around me
And protected from the walls of love
All that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to try
I've learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try
No point in talking what you should have been
And regretting the things that went on
Life's full of mistakes, destinies and fate
Remove the clouds look at the bigger picture
And all that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to tryI've learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like
So yes im too tired and busy to blog about the both days besides nothing has happened.
Day 18's Song:
Anthony Callea - Live For Love
Album: A New Chapter
Finally new stuff from Anthony, i've been wanting new stuff since God knows when but im so glad it finally came and amazing doesnt even describe it. Anthony is just one true talent with his amazing flawless vocal talents, its a shame he didnt win Australian Idol but who cares if you're one of Australia's top selling artists? And also who cares if you've got one of the best male vocals in Australia, maybe even the BEST vocals. Who am i to judge but all i know is that he's amazing and when he sang this live, your heart just melts cause its so good its just impeccable! Yeah so i just love him cause he's so good. Oh if you're those sleep music listeners, this is a must on your playlist cause all his songs are really soothing and with a voice like his, it just adds more to the music and totally calms your neveres (:
Day 19's Song:
Kate DeAraugo - Faded
Album: A Place I've Never Been
ok im just gonna cut straight to the chase. The ONLY reason why i liked this song was because The Veronicas wrote it LOl. Enough said. LOL
Ok she won Australian Idol too urm i cant remember which one but she did, she won the one before Damien won, the season before Deanie was on hahaha but yeah she's a great singer anyways but yeah this song is good, why CAUSE The Veronicas wrote it (:
Last day of school! YAY schools out baby!!! hahaha well it was a meh day ahha my ipod died ): on the way home and my phone was on the verge of dying. I hate it when things like that happen, it annoys me and totally ruins my day!
Today's Song:
Dean Geyer - If You Don't Mean It
Album: Rush
Finally the last Deanie songggg!!! and i must say its my favourite Deanie song hhahahaha. OK omg im sounding like Lisa now yuck!!! hahaha but yeah this song is really nice (: I fell in love with it the moment i heard it and yeah everyone was like urgh NO I dont want to listen to a Deanie song and im like no you have to its nice its really good and when they hear it their like OMG its actually not bad. Slaps self i cant like Dean LOL hahahaa but in the end i got em to love Dean hahaa she thinks the video is really hot and she thinks Deanie looks amazing lol hahaha well he's a terrible lipsycnher thats fo sho!! hahaha
So yeah its just amazing OH he sings it good live too..well i mean he's from Australian Idol so yeah everyone on there is talented except for Lisa Mitchell..urgh she killed Revolution!!!! BUTTTT yeah i like his rockier edge which he didnt really show on Aus Idol but yeah thankfully he's doing well now. I think much better than the winner? I wouldnt know!
I don’t know
How to feel
Let the words
Come easily to me
You seem lost
In your thoughts
I find it hard to breath
Why won’t you tell me what it is
It’s driving me crazy trying
To second guess you
Don’t say you love me
I don’t believe it
Don’t say the words
If you don’t mean it
Don’t wanna hear it
Out in the open
Keep it inside
If you don’t mean it
Don’t even wanna talk about it
I know that I could live without it
If it’s right
If it’s wrong
Will someone let me know
It’s a game
I can play
Do I just let you go
Maybe it’s just the way it is
Cause I get the feeling that you
Know it’s over
Don’t say you love me
I don’t believe it
Don’t say the words
If you don’t mean it
Don’t wanna hear it
Out in the open
Keep it inside
If you don’t mean it
Don’t even wanna talk about it
I know that I could live without it
I just don’t wanna talk about it
God knows
I could live without it
If you don’t mean it
You gotta let me know
So we've just passed our halfway mark!! let me remind you that the rule still stand! 5 aussie songs per day alright peace people!
ok so there was a thread on some music forum about Avril and Kelly Clarkson performing at this years Teen Choice Awards. And people started bashing Kelly saying that its such a disgrace that Avril is sharing the stage with her. I didnt like what they said so i had to post about it and fight back.
Ok im currently extremely unhappy with the way everything is going on now. For starters, Avril fans have no right to bash Kelly Clarkson fans saying that Kelly cant sing and that her record isnt doing well and in actual fact, its actually flopping.
For your information, i would not consider Kelly's album as a flop because it has almost sold 1 million copies worldwide and i dont really consider that a flop when you have people like Jessica Simpson and others who dont even do as well as she does. I would also like to add that Kelly herself has already said that she DOESNT expect her album to sell, she'd be surprised if it sold like 600,000 in US and she already surpassed that so she should be happy with what she has accomplished. So what if her album isnt what everyone loves, so what if people dont like it? So what if its not radio friendly? Its the fact that she's being true to herself and doing what she set out to do and just being who she really wants to be. At least she's not like some FAKER who cant sing live to save herself. Now let me elaborate on Avril.
Ok Avril started off her career by saying you know oh im not going to be some manufactured person like everyone in the music business now and im not going to succumb to all the pressures around her, she didnt wanna be the girly girl she is now. She portrayed herself as someone who was like so hardcore. Like omg i said the f word that is so hardcore. I point middle fingers in photoshoots OMG im so hardcore! So that was the Avril that we knew then. Her metamorphosis started taking place and she started wearing tutus in like her second record. People were apprehensive at first but after a while they were like oh Avrils growing up to become a woman we should respect her for that and she's getting in touch with her girly side. Ok thats still acceptable. Take note that during this whole time, she was known to be the most horrible singer on the Grammys. Trust me she KILLED sk8ter boy badly! Continuing with the journey, she gets married to godknowswhoheis travis something or whatever and then she records and writes her 3rd record perpetually half drunk and she's SOO proud of it. And now she's SOOO into pink and she's such a wannabe and she's like all girly, her album is HOT PINK. I mean she's just turned out to be someone she said she wouldnt become. Unfortunately for all you Avril fans who cannot accept the truth, i would like to get this in your heads. SHE IS HORRIBLE LIVE!!!!! Girlfriend is probably one of the MOST annoying songs on the entire earth and she sings it HORRIBLY live its shameful! Dont get me started on When You're Gone because thats just a whole different story altogether because its so ironic and sad that usually people kill other peoples song like say if Avril were to cover My Heart Will Go On, she will TOTALLY kill it and that would be insulting to Celine. However whats ironic is that she's KILLING her OWN song, and that says a lot! So i wonder who's the one that cannot sing live?In a nutshell, Avril is just horrible and she's just such a fake person now and she didnt live up to what she said she would while Kelly is just doing what she does. Who cares if Avril outsells Kelly, at least Kelly doesnt steal other people's SONGS!
and i mean Kelly Clarkson DIDNT just win American Idol you know? Only one of the worlds most watched SINGING COMPETITION television show and it was one of the FIRST of its kind that produced one of the most raw natural talent the world has ever seen. The show that produced songs like Since U Been Gone that topped the world charts, that set records, and also Behind These Hazel eyes that started trends that everyone follows and also the album itself that made records in America itself. Ok maybe you dont like her? So what it doesnt discount the fact that she's done what no one did? I bet if Avril were to go on American Idol she wouldnt even last the first round at all. Simon would probably tell her to just get lost or something and dye her hair back to her natural colour cause pink doesnt suit her at all!
If you're still not convinced, lets just compare how many Grammy's Avirl has actually won and how many has Kelly won. Hmm lets see, Avril has won, 1 + 2 + wait what? ZEROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO she has won ZERO Grammy's!!!!!!! and how many Kelly has won??? 2 just 2!!!! lets not get started on the other awards cause im sure Kelly has won more than Avril in every aspect!
Im just really unhappy thats all sorry!
Today's Song:
Repeat Offender - Broken Wings
Album: To A Modern Love
This was kandy and my song for like a while until like other songs took over hahaha but we loved this and it was so amazing! so many good times eh! she tried playing it on the guitar and i tried singing it, it was just hilarious!!! well i have nothing much to say about this song i just love it and i've typed too much already so yes i shall end it here!
Finally i got my shirt that i ordered online. I dont want to be mean or anything but why do people dress that way? what more shop from shops that are well i dont know? ok you know what i dont even wanna talk about it because its not very nice. I shall ignore!!!!!
So i went for my check up today omg it was crazy! so mehhhhhhh. im tired and i feel like shit! So i guess today's song really suits today LOL for once!
Today's Song:
The Veronicas - Heavily Broken
Album: The Not So Secret Life of The Veronicas
Sighhhh this song meant so much to me before. I loved it so much because it depicted how i felt and it really said so much. Its just so emotional for me. Well one of more emotional ones so i try not to listen to it too much, well another reason is because SOMEONE likes it. urgh pukes!
I must say its best when they sing this live. Especially when Jess plays the guitar. Its sooo freaking good! They sing it with so much conviction and it just melts your heart because its so good! Lyrically its really like captivating and it describes a lot! Why do i even care honestly? Lifes just like that and thats the way its going to work so why do i bother anymore? I just suffer day by day and yet i let myself go thru this. No one knows, but inside me, i crumble and im just broken right deep down. Its not easy going thru life like that but really theres nothing i can do at all. I live heavily broken everyday...
Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And I just try to find some hope
To try to hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
And then again
It doesn't end
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
hat can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air
Louder I'm dying
And you don't even care
Today was sucky i fell sick and it just totally ruined everything. All my plans just went down the drain horrid! It was a slow moving day and CPA really demoralizes me very badly and so does civ pro. I really dont know what to do anymore!
Today's Song:
The Veronicas - Worlds Apart
Album: None (It was unreleased)
This song is amazing. I fell in love with it the moment i heard it. Somehow it just reminds me of Delta Goodrem's Lost Without You, which you will see later in a few days ok maybe many days time. The only difference is that Worlds Apart would be a breakup song saying that both of us live different lives and theres no way we can go back to where we were before, nothing you can do or say will change anything because i've made up my mind, you're an asshole and thats all that matters so thats the end of you and me. While Lost Without You is more of a i need you by myside, please dont leave me, what am i going to do wtihout you, im going to be lost without you kinda song so its more of a i want you back in my life song not kicking you out song. But i guess maybe they have the same vibe to it like melodically or something but it just reminds me of it thats all.
Yes i know you guys may be wondering why Veronicas when i hate them. No i dont hate The Veronicas, i hate Jess. Her and Lisa combined make up The Veronicas so i dont hate them as a group cause they have good stuff man, you cant deny that. But maybe cause The Veronicas have been such a big part of my life, its kinda hard to just let it go like that!
I'm gonna hold you for the last time
I'm gonna cry but afraid not to let it show
This is the hardest way to say goodbye
Cause as you walk away
I'm feeling so alone
I don't understand
You had to leave and
I'm not part of your plan
We both agreed but now I regret
There are so many things I should have said
But now I've let you go
I'm holding back the tears
I'm here alone
Forgetting all the years
And now there's nothing I can do to bring you back to me
So we live our different lives
It's so hard and there's no more you and I
but we're worlds apart
Sometimes it's hard to get to sleep at night
Sometimes I think about the way it could've been
I see you everytime I close my eyes
I try to shut you outInstead I let you in
I can't pretend
I wanted it to end
For you and me
What I'd give for one more day
Just to say the things I need to say
If only ime was not erased
As you walked away
I knew I couldn't explain to you
And I can't pretend
I wanted this to end
For you and me
Today was a stressful day but im glad it ended well! Once again i would like to personally thank everyone who came for Law Movie Night! I hope you guys had fun and enjoyed it! It was great sitting with a whole group of friends well people you know as well and its just this whole Law thing where you're with a whole group its just cooler lol. It was great! (:
Planning it was crazy tho lol. Seating people was hard and arranging the seats so that friends sit with friends and friends dont sit with enemies! lol but it was ok! i enjoyed doing all that nonetheless (:
Toady's Song:
Repeat Offender - Red 4 U
Album: To A Modern Love
This is such an amazing song! It was also one of the first RO songs that i loved! Its amazing (: This song was actually a song dedicated to Jess. Steve wrote it as a love song for Jess. There are 2 versions of this, the one with only Steve and his guitar and the band version. I dont even know which one i love more? But the band one has screaming (: LOL hahahaha but Steves slow version is so soothing and nice and the lyrics are also different!
Jess and him have actually sang this together as a duet together and its sooo amazing and they looked into each other's eyes from time to time and it was just so awwww. but then they broke up so oh well steve wrote a break up song for them lol..
When my eyes are closed im the man for you
Im in a position I cant pull through
I try to tell myself that you and i wont do,
But my blood is red for you
WHOOOO day 12 yall!!! hahahaha (: I love Australian Music Month!!! its like im updating my blog everyday haahhahaha its not easy ok lol im like soo lazy so sometimes i dont even feel like updating at all!! pssssh
ok enough about that lets cut straight to the chase!
Today's Song:
The Veronicas - Speechless
Album: The Not So Secret Life of The Veronicas
awwwww this song shoulda been much higher on the list ): its just that im not feeling it as much as i used to anymore and thats sad cause its really awesome! when Jess and Lisa sing this live, its just perfect and it totally just melts your heart! I have a couple of friends who completely hate The Veronicas but when i let them hear this song they are like OMG i want to play this either at my wedding or for my gf. Isnt that sweet? hahahahaha LOL oh well but i mean it says a lot for a hater to like something like that isnt it?
Its such a powerful song with amazing lyrics and i dont know i just love it cause it says so much and especially when its done live. And well one of the reasons why i loved it before was cause Jess sings more than Lisa LOL shhhhhhhhhhhhh yeah it was those days when i was like massively obsessed over Jess and i was crazy over her for being so hot and what not, but now she's fug! BUT i still love her when she sings this live because its just freaking good! I dont know if they can still do it now or not but im hoping they still can cause its one of my favourite live songs by them (:
Feels like I have always known you
And I swear I dreamt about you
All those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever searching
Now I know that it was worth it
With you it feels like I am finally home
Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life
Cause you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you
I thought I could resist you
I thought that I was strong
Somehow you were different from what I've known
I didn't see you coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no
Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life...
So it was a good day hahaha i dont know nothing much happened i was feeling hung over and out of touch, i need intervention, attention to stop temptation to scream. Cause baby everything is ok ahahahahahah i shall stop that will come soon lol trust me!
Todays Song:
Jessica Mauboy - Night of My Life
Album: Night of My Life Single
She was runner up on Australian Idol, i REALLY wanted her to win and i was voting for her just like i was voting for Deanie lol. But oh well Damien won instead and i dont know why but i think Jessica is heaps better than Damien? Sighhhhh its always like that anyways. But Jessica has a really good voice! She can sing really well and she puts a lot of people to shame! Her performances on the show were almost perfect with the exception of only one night where she was sick and she actually apologized on stage for sucking and the judges were like awww we know you're unwell we can see and hear it its fine just shine the next week alright? She was given soo much props for doing Beautiful justice. She sang it perfectly!
About this song, Damien sang it too and honestly i hate his version. Its really horrible and i dont just plain weird. Don't get me wrong i dont hate Damien so im trying to be objective about this i voted for him too just cause my aunt told me to lol hahaa but i thought some of his performances were quite good but Jessica was way better. So her version of this is of course much better than his so yeah thats about it lol i have nothing much to say about her except that she NEEDS to release an album soon lol otherwise she'll be a next veronica but then again she hasnt even released a single one so we'll never know!
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