ARGH why must the world always revolve around him? Im soo fecking glad im going away thank goodness..seriously like ok its already extremely bad that he hogs the tv when he's home saying oh i never watch tv so i can watch now feck you ok! and also when he's having holidays he actually invades our normal tv patterns which is just soo fecking annoying..ARGH
and also nazis arent helping very much either..they are fecking annoying. One of them just cant leave me alone, the moment she comes home..RYANNNNN do this. RYANNNN do that. The SECOND I OPEN MY FECKING DOOR WHEH I WAKE UP, RYANNNN DO THIS, next second RYANNN DO THAT? hello im a human being why cant you just leave me alone? like im never left alone i cant have my own space im always invaded..argh so fecking pissed
IM SOOO FECKING HAPPY IM LEAVING FOR 10 FECKING DAYS I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY CANT WAIT TO LEAVE!
leave me alone,
get out of my face.
Im tired and low,
feeling so misplaced.
Time for you to,
i guess i know im better off on my own.
leave me alone...
hey ALLLL hahahahah first off i would like to say this....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE-EEEEEE
HAPPPPPY BIIIRRRRTHHHDAYYYYYYY TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ME!
ok LMFAO ahhaha yes im sorry ): YAY im 19..whooot ok but i dont feel any difference, in fact i feel crazier and wilder LOL is that a good tihng i dont know but meh who cares!!!!! come on baby we aint gonna live 4ever!!!!
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theres one thing i wanna say about people who come into the MRT, DUDES IT SAYS FREAKING GIVE WAY TO PEOPLE THAT ARE ALIGHTING NOT BOARDING..wtf i was like walking out of the mrt train and people were pushing me to get in?wtf has the world come into? LOOK ok let people come out FIRST then only do you go in..omg its not like IM GONNA STEAL YOUR FREAKING SEAT IN AN MRT..IM LEAVING OK THAT MEANS YOU GOT ONE MORE EXTRA SPACE TO SIT!!!!!! psssshhh
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birthday in malaysia was great..haha my friends are soo amazing, they came in and what not and surprised me tho urm it wasnt much of a surprise cause i kinda guessed it? LOL but nonetheless i had fun and enjoyed it (:
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sometimes i wonder if friends are really true friends..people that i hang around with are they fake or not? do they just pretend to smile in front of..hmm i feeel more close to people whom im not close to or was once close to but so distant from people that im close to. Am i not your friend anymore that you going around talking behind my back about this and that? you guys think you're so great dont you cause you're in one group? big deal..
whatever...i dont need this right now..im just gonna have fun and yeah have fun whooot!
ok i really dont know what to say..havent blogged in such a long time..
ohoh my results..sigh im soo upset about fam law..i really wanted an A but oh well..the rest are good (:
Im soo over your crap, your lies, your nonsense, your everything! im over you!
You know it was peaceful for once at home? Like every second i didnt have someone yelling down my ear, RYAN WAKE UP! RYAN DO THIS! RYAN HELP ME WITH THIS!!!RYAN PACK YOUR ROOM!!! RYAN COME DOWN EAT LUNCH/DINNER!!! omg its killing me..but THANK GOODNESS everything is SOOO PEACEFUL..and when i come home..i dont have to go thru the "what you just walked in and never called anyone, didnt even say hi and you want your way?" wtf am i your dog? do i have to greet you every f***ing time i f***ing see you? urm i dont think so? Im sick of your crap honestly you have the weirdest values ever! like i feel that i've been brought up completely wrongly. yes i have to say that some are good but most are wrong..you say you dont judge people but wow the way you talk seriously..its soo judgemental and you have no idea what it means and you think its totally fine? hahah no im sorry its not really you have no idea what you're doing at all..you THINK your flexible..but NO you're f***ing inflexible ok seriously you're not at all..argh whatever!
You think everything has to go your way doesnt it? Huh? Red carpent, red wine glasses everything fancy dinners? im sorry dear miss fairy tale princess, you're living in the f***ing REAL WORLD, NOT EVERY F***ING THING WILL GO OR HAS TO GO YOUR WAY!!! THATS LIFE!!! F***ING DEAL WITH IT ALRIGHT? you think you can talk your way thru everything can you? huh you think your'e soo god damn f***ing great dont you that you own the world and you can outtalk everyone? well IN YOUR FACE IT DOESNT!!!!! you're not gonna win this war im telling you im gonna fight this out with you until the end alright its freaking pissing me off and i've had enough!!im not gonna let you tell me what to do anymroe its my f***ing life and i'll do whatever i f***ing want with it DEAL WITH IT!
To think i was gonna get sometihng freee for my birthday..how nice isnt it?like i mean if it was your OTHER son's birthday you'd probably buy him everything he wants like an mp3 player or something eh? well why not you DONT even give me anything? i dont really need anything from you because you obviously dont even care at all..
now i might not be even going to uk ARGH something i was looking forward to because i'll BE AWAY FROM THIS HOUSE!!!!!
argh soo much drama i realyl cant take it right now this is annoying the hell out of me and its not funny at all..
Its been a really really really tiring week..with many many sleepless nights..
ok i lied haha i made sure i slept well haha.but then again having chinese new year and study week in the same week is not joke at all really..its not easy to cope at all and i dont know how i got thru the whole thing. I only have one person and one person to thank and thats God! Without Him, i really dont know what i'd do..
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enough said, i think chinese new year is the most overrated holiday ever..its completely unmeaningful, boring, plastic and completely uncalled for. Ok let me justify myself aight!
Unmeaningful - why the hell in the world would i walk around the whole entire singapore carrying 2 freaking oranges.
Boring - ............................ i think that says alot!
Plastic - "oh hi, happy new year! i havent seen you in a year how have you been?" DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh "happy new year *BIG BIG BIG grin* " right whatever!!! seriously how fake can people be man..like OMG all of a sudden im your bestest friend in the world. Come on give me a break honestly you think i really care? like dude christmas is way better!
Completely uncalled for - ok yes i know theres a reason people celebrate it to do this and that. But do most people really feel that way now? Do most people really care about it? Whats the point of having something that people might remember but really dont care about? The true meaning of chinese new year isnt there anymore..its GONE so why? i dont know but meh..
maybe its just me but i really hated this years cny..i mean like i ate chicken and rice for like 3 days..for every meal, i didnt eat breakfast so yes dinner and lunch was mostly chicken and rice and it was the same kind everywhere..wow soo yummmy..i was like soo full and omg i put on 1.5 kgs i swear i didnt eat anything at all and yet i gained weight soo retarded!soo much drama!
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FINALLY exams are over!!! yay hahaha ok yeah im soo happy exams are over..i really want my dog!
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a burst of steam and laughter with people you care about is just the best cure after a long long long week of studying the same thing over and over again but yes the outing with steph and priya was amazing..it didnt start off really well but it ended extremely well..us slacking at starbucks talking crap and really talking crap and making no sense at all was just hilarious..they are so amazing to me (:
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