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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Should i still have a heart?

Im bleeding..
Im dying..
Why should i believe anything that people say now?
It is hard for me to do so
Its like in these days,if you tell me its raining,
I'll probably have to stick my hand out of the window and feel the drops myself
Before i can be convinced.
People in this world are such liars and traitors.
How can you trust anyone here?
I feel so alone in this world full of people that i cant trust
Although i so called treat them as "friends"
They are like total strangers to me.

Should i still care about their well-being?
Whether they are still living?
Should i still even think of them?
Keep them in my prayers.
Or should i just pretend that they do not exist?
Is my heart still there, sometimes i do question myself.
Why even bother about people who just bring you down.

I usually tell myself to not care about what other people say about me.
But now, it seems as though its really hard and i cant do it anymore
I've let myself down.
I get disappointed with myself.
The only way out is to just not care about anything in life..
And maybe everything as well...
Because its not worth caring about.
I have to keep to what i always follow and be strong about it..

I kept my mouth shut 1:11 AM

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