Basically its just bad and ugly and disgusting, filled with pain, hurt and with puke adding to it. Im not gonna do it again..im sure of it cause i dont wanna feel so wasted for one whole day..i could've done soo much just in one day. But with all the nasty things going on at the same time, i've come to a conclusion, a realisation. There is only one way out of my misery, and it is to let the person go. Im gonna let the person be free to find someone else...someone else that probably is better than me and smoeone that will care for the person more than i did..i've learnt this, You cant keep something that you never had and you cant lose something that you never had. I never really had the person so technically i didnt lose the person and technically i cant keep the person either cause i didnt have that person so yeah its over now and i can safely say that i am going to let go and fly away..and be free again and let the person be free as well..thanks alot for giving me this really weird experience that i've had and i know i will always rmb it i dunno how beacuse im gonna swear to never rmb a single thing that i've done or said but im gonna look back and laugh because if its over let it go and come tomorrow, it will seem so yesterday..