My life is a total wreck now

Ok my life is in a total wreck right now..everything is going wrong all at the same time..first of all i dont get to watch the oc anymore cause its finished ): and i just got back all my results and i didnt do too well...i got back my piano results and it sucked soo badly its the worst i've ever done in piano and im disappointed in myself..i got back my school results too and yes i did really badly as well and im really sad cause i dont know maybe its just that my expectations are soo high and yet i dont work as hard as im supposed to and thats why i dont see the results and i get upset with myself because i dont work hard enough or becuase i dont get results that i want to get but thats not the point im just really sad..and i just found out about something that the person i like said and it really is a major blow towards me and im damn freaking upset now and i dont know what to do anymore casue im trying not to like the person anymore but the person said something so stupid and i dont know i just cant take it anymore its freaking me out and its killing me..and everytime i come online i feel soo jaded and dejected i just dont know why...and i've been losing so much weight and i dont know why either i;ve been eating normally and yet im still losing so much which is bad...sigh my life just sucks right now im wishing that i could just fly away and never come back...somtimes i just feel like killing myself...

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