My life is totally shitty now...Look im even listening to a song that i hated soo much(notice its in past tense lol) yeah its Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson i soo hate that song cause its too overplayed and it was better on trl than wake up..lol well urm now that its retired i dont really hate it that much but thats not the point at all its all crap..i just basically hated that song..but now, i feel it totally describes my life right now..here i am really torn into pieces, broken up deep inside and yet i cant cry cause i wont cry..i dont cry that easily..unfortunately Priya would just love to see me cry ahha but thats never gonna happen!
Anyways yes im just soo hurt right now and i dunno what to do..i tried getting drunk and all but it just hurt even more..thanks to SOMEONE who inflicted soo much pain onto me...well yeah it just sucked i tell you these two days of my life has to be like the worst days of my life ever i got heartbroken and my head hurts..so in a nut shell my WHOLE body just hurts right now...every part...thanks so some F****** C*** ok whatever i dunno if the person is reading this right now but whateve cause i dont F****** care anymore..my life sucks and thats it..and my results are gonna come out soon thanks alot man i know it isnt gonna be that good so what more can i ask for? My life sucks and im stupid and oh my piano results are gonna come out soon too thanks alot..now my life sucks, im stupid and im untalentated...my lifes a F****** piece of shit!
To that person out there, im sorry that it didnt work out for us..i tried really hard..but apparently from what you're telling me its not me but its you..so yeah i know im like a freaking bastard now and stuff but im sure in due time i'll forgive you just give me more time aight? i just cant handle all these things that are going on ard me right now..and my family's f****** up as well now so yeah im trying really hard to overcome this right now so i know we'll still be friends and i respect you for your decisions that you've made..and i dont blame you but just rmb that you're the first person i've eever really liked completely..and that never happens at all so yeah but im gonna get over this..so rock on! whoots ok this is soo stupid but whatever im totally contradicting myself..
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