Will somebody out there please Cheer me up...my life is a total wreck now and im feeling so down..and i really dont know what to do anymore..this totally sucks...and i just found out something abour rah..and it makes me sad really sad...i wish that i could be there for her..i really wish that i could fly over there now..to cheer her up and to make her day..im sure she'd be thrilled if i flew over there now..and yes im going thru a really tough time now..and i dont feel like working im like damn lazy lol...i dont wanna work but i need money lol sigh ok i still havent gotten over the person yet damn its soo damn freaking hard...it sucks..i try really hard but its not working..i've got advice to listen to heaps of music and make sure it isnt sad ones or break up ones but happy ones so that it cheers me up..now im gonna try that and see how it goes..! i wanna give a shout out to all my friends who have been there for me! thanks heaps!