ok this is really funny, when i read it i was laughing and actually agreeing with it..i'll post more after the thing..
Interesting title eh? I think it might turn soo many people off but who the hell cares eh????hahahaha yay! Wow it was a great sunday for me..one of the best ones that i've had for a really long time..Yes i went out with Candice haha..She's really nice (: and its soo cool that we have the same interests and all cause its soo rare to find someone in the world who loves the same things as you do! WELL we did plan this outing for a long time already but we just couldnt excute it lol..we were supposed to go last sunday but i was pissed and i had things to do so i changed my mind but it was good that we went this week cause my parents are gone!!!!!Party Up baby hahahah!!!!!!!!!!I didnt see this coming why dont you sound me up, theres no more messing around. This could be the start of something why dont you Party UP ahah ok that was random but yeah..So we went around looking for the perfect Black Tee to make the nice wake up shirt i'll post a pic later to show you the nice shirt hahaa well not ours yet cause its not ready..urm yeah so we went all over the place and we couldnt find it but then i went to topman and found the perfect shirt haha and plus it was cheap!haha but candice didnt find hers..we went to Zara to get it and yeah it was cheap too..then we got a little hungry ok im lying ahha we got really hungry..so we decided to eat..she brought me to this place i havent been before..its kino something haa i dunno how to spell it..but yeah and we had cake which Candice was soo nice and she paid the cake for me (: and yes we had drinks to i had this urm Chocholate milkshake thing which was really nice but the ice cream was bad quality and she had this weird rambutan thing..anywhos, its funny when you become a waiter cause you pick on every single detail and you get really critical with the service around you..and you know its really amusing how i was once all that nice guy who doesnt care cause you know they've probably had a tough day but no i was like what the heck?they're giving me this kinda service that kinda thing which is bad btw haha...so yeah they arranged the spoons and forks like all wrongly haha and they gave the drinks on the wrong side as well but yeah im not gonna metion where we ate but the food was good tho nice! Sweet haha...so yeah i wanted to fill in the feedback form haha it was soo funny lol my name was Rylary haha and my contact number was 91616499 and my house number was 67822566 and urm my email address was ihearthilary@hotmail.com hahaha it was sooo funny lol and then Candice was like hurry close the bill thing and she told me to walk faster out of the place ahhaha cause it was embarassing! But before we went to eat, we went to the magazine section cause it was a bookstore..and we flipped thru this mag thing and we saw Hilary in the wake up shirt and we realized that the cross was actually sewed on and it was ripped up(i love ripped up stuff myt fav (:) and we had to go get cloth..
ok i made a list haha i was bored..ok this are only SINGLES which means songs that are released on the radio/have music videos and you can buy them as a song like urm Toxic, Fly and bla bla bla..Songs that come from cds do not count...its sad that the songs that i really like now are not on because of 2 reasons. 1. they are not singles and 2. because its my all time list...which means that it includes past fav songs which obviously would beat them!
Why am i sooo poor now? You know im even going to the extent of actually walking home from the train station which is really bad, cause i never do that at all. Well im really feeling it now..very badly..having to live life without money..i only go out like once a week..and i cant spend more than 20 dollars when i go out..and even when im hungry when im out, i dont even spend money on food, i'd rather save the money and go home to eat..you know thats really bad cause the ryan that everyone knows loves to eat and when he goes out he always eats..but no sir thats not me anymore..i dont even eat outside which is sad cause i miss all my fav places to eat..Auntie Annes ): orange julius omg hahha triple berry smoothie....argh i love them soo much and DONUTS omg i love them esp the ones with chocolate on top...sigh this really sucks cause i miss all my delicious lovely food...and im losing weight still too fast, so fast that my friend who hasnt seen me for 2 weeks thinks im anorexic which im not cause im just not...hahah...yes well im even living off people which is bad as well..i really need money haha someone please give me money...ok maybe i aint that bad but yeah its cause my mom wants me to pay for everything myself now that im working..well i seriously dont get her..cause she says that if i wanna do this i should go work and save money to do it..if i wanna go to aus and visit rah i have to work for it too and now she wants me to pay for everything myself..and then where the hell am i going to get the money to pay for my OTHER things that she told to work for and save up for? im telling you she's a total B**** to me now lar..total crapnesss..asswipe! im pissed...but whatever...oh i was texting my friend today and i came up with this hahaha..."Just let time pass by as shadows fade away, till the dawning of tomorrow" total crap hahaha...but whatever who cares..i was bored anyways and my brain needs to start thinking...IM still hungry...i want food (:
Yay i finally got my ipod back after like soo long! Yay im soo happy now..whee..whoopie! i've missed my ipod soo much hahah...its really nice having my ipod back,the feeling of having something taken away from you and getting it back is just indescribable and yeah i feel soo elated and overjoyed that its back in my life right now..like the hole in my heart is finally filled..well ok not entirely cause im still hurt thanks to someone..but im getting over that now and its slowly fading away which is good tho i need that process to quicken cause i doubt i can take it anymore this is what i wanna say to that person..You're still haunting me in my sleep, you're all I see but I can't go back cause I know it's wrong for us to go on and I'm growing strong to confront my fears...and im moving on now so much for my happy ending which i thought would be wonderful...but nah you know what i dont care about that now..because i feel its better to lose a friend that you try so hard to reach out to and get no response from that person than to keep one and live in pain for the rest of my life..i tell myself, why suffer when i can choose to remain happy and exuberant and you know just be my normal self that i used to be until i met that person and the after-effects of that...well im starting to be that person i once was and i hope i can be that person but i dunno haha im turing goth lol...(oppps sorry priya hahaha i know you're gonna kill me if i do) but i dunno man seriously..i doubt that i would tho..anywho yeah im standing all alone by myself yay!
Well today was a good day for me but it was bad for my pocket and savings..): sigh i spent soo much lol hahaha..oh wells ok urm i started off really early today cause i had to go to the esplanade and stuff to get stupid piano stuff..and yeah i went there at like 9 something, earlier than planned cause i got a ride from my dad which was cool..anywho i was supposed to wake up at 9 as planned but i woke up at 8:14????????well i thought it was 8:44 so i decided to wake up since it was almost time..but when i came out of the shower, i found out that it was like only 8:30 something i was like shit why the hell did i wake up so early?so then i decided to hitch a ride from my dad..i ended up at wheelock place(some shopping mall, which also happens to be where my dad works) i had time to kill so i went to borders to look ard at mags and books..saw a couple of nice hilary posters...i was tempted to buy one of them but due to financial constrains i had to contemplate on whether i should get it or not and i decided not to get it today..so i went to catch a train to the esplanade..i thought that the library would open at 10, but unfortunately(are you not supposed to use these 2 words together?shit i forgot lol ok whatever)it only opens at 11 and i was like wtf????omg what am i gonna do for soo long?i decided to go to MPH some bookstore place and look at more mags and i saw more Hilary lmao but yeah i was bored so i headed to HMV(my fav store) i walked thru everywhere, looked at heaps of cds...and dvds..and OMG, Cindy if you're reading this i've got good news to tell you...i saw the Maroon 5 dvd..friday the 13th and i saw the lost dvd too but its too ex and i dont think i have enough money to get it its like $114(for us dollars its about half of that) and yeah..so i saw the charts for the top i think 20 cds?not sure about that but Hilary dropped off but who cares that ablum sucks anyways i dunno why i bought 2..what the hell anywho it donest matter whats done cannot be undone and yeah i was stupid so i stood at HMV looking at cds for soo long...boring...ok im not gonna tell you about my trip to the library..you'd probably sleep ahah...
Here are my top 15 sonsg of all time i thought that i should post them down cause i really love them (:
i miss duffer soo much..i hate my stupid disc man its not working again and im like wtf??????shit ok im telling you effin shit...i burned a new cd today ahha but its soley for sleeping..well when i had duffer i had a sleeping playlist so yeah i needed one badly cause i wasnt really sleeping really well due to the lack of music in my sleep..tho that sounds dumb but i think music has been like part of my life..i cant really live without it now..everywhere i go, whatever i do i need music in my life..its like my higher power..dont get me wrong its just listening to it and nothing else i hate playing the piano..i really do and im not gonna talk about that right now..it'll take up an entire page..just know that its like urm i just hate playing it basically..anyways yes i really music especially songs that get me pumped up..
Ok yay ahah i love these pics alot..tho they may look sluttish but they are HOT lol..yes hot pics of Hilary Whoo Hooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I must say that she really does look hot!really hot!
This soo freaking sucks...argh! i still dont have duffer! i wanna cry! i miss duffer soo much...now i have to go and burn some more cds thanks alot! i hate my stupid disc man...it fluctuates so badly, sometimes it works and somtimes it doesnt..its frustrating...sigh im soo tired right now tho i just woke up from 2 hours of sleep..i dont like working i totally hate it but i have no choice i need the money..im too poor so yeah i have to earn money in order to live...ok now my blog is gonna be monitored by SOME CERTAIN people so i have to be all nice and everything lmao..so yeah whatever lol...i cant use all those bad language and stuff so until i change my blog add then i can start again whoopie haha and the next time my blog add will be a secret...haha my lips are sealed! i want my ipod back.. i love duffer.........i really miss you soo much and i dunno i might not call my next one Rylary im still thinking but yeah i dunno i want duffer!
ok this is what happened haha i decided to change what i usually do (:
Im still feeling soo lost without my ipod i really really need my ipod....): i really cant live without it i dunno how am i gonna survive a bout 3 more days without it...sigh my life sucks without duffer..i need duffer in my life! oh wells..yes today im soo happy actually..haha cause wake up officially retired on TRL thats like totally amazing and you know what?it was number 8 the previous day and it retired at number 3 which is really good cause thats a big jump and yeah im really happy that she did tho i feel guilty that i didnt vote for it on the last day lol..i was kinda busy so yeah and im really happy..guess what?Kellys new video Because of You debuted at number 1 aint it good or what? And it stayed there for the second day in a row im amazed..but anywho im just really happy today had subs with deb yet again haha..lmao ok but i still do miss my ipod..i want it back soo badly..Duffer please come back to me..
Ok i went to this website and stuff and found out these videos that retired. Ok basically for those of you who do not know what retired means is that in trl, a video can stay no more than 50 days on the countdown. So when it reaches its 50th day it has to retire and wont beon the countdown anymore..im quite shocked actually cause there are some awesome songs that didnt retire..for example of course without a doubt i would say fly BUT since it didnt do well world wide i wouldnt count on it but i would have been happy if it did..and yes britney spears i would say topped the list of retired videos
Ok yes im ipodless to my dismay and im really feeling so dejected and jadded...i wanna cry..i've been living with this pain inside me. This loss of something that i depend soo much on and i dunno i just feel so lost without my ipod. I feel like singing the song Lost Without You by Delta Goodrem to my ipod(btw it was called Duffer) all i know is im lost without you, im not gonna lie. How am i gonna be strong without you i need you by my side. If we ever say we'd never be together and we ended with a goodbye, i dont know what i'd do im lost without you..lol ok yes and my next ipod will be called *drum rollll...................Rylary lol..back to my misery..i love my ipod soo much its like my life to me..i really feel so empty inside now that i dont have my ipod..i tried burning a cd with most of my fav songs inside but its only 20 songs..come on give me a break i have like 700 over songs to randomize and to randomize 20 songs is like crap to me! im like What the F*** i thought i just listened to that song a few moments ago..argh i really need my ipod im just dying here without it so yeah this proves that i cant use a disc man and argh i need to listen to my other songs, seriously my smallest playlist was like 20 songs and that was because its my top 20 playlist but other than that my playlists are usually 25 songs and above and when im at home i usally like to randomize my entire song collection cause i dont wanna listen to just certain songs but i feel really stupid now!..really omg i cant take it anymore i really need my ipod..Duffer i misss you soo much...omg im really sad now..and i dont feel like going out cause i need my ipod. These are the 3things i've got to have when i leave the house. 1. My mobile phone(love it to the core i dont care if it sucks i just need it tho i dont think it sucks cause i love it heaps!) 2. My Ipod(ahhh my love my one true love hahaa i love duffer soo much) and 3. my wallet(it has everything my money my bus cards my ids and my other membership cards and bla blabla) but yeah see and now i dont have my ipod so its only 2 things...): im really really sad..my life sucks cause duffer aint in it anymore....i'll miss you Duffer always you'll have this special place in my heart and no one can replace it not even Rylary...i love you Duffer!
Ok now im pissed!what the hell i just wrote one whole entire thing and it got deleted cause the stupid thing said i have to sign in!!!!!!argh!!!!!!!!!!!ok yes this stupid blog thing sucks soo badly i duno why but i can post at night only in the moorning im like what the hell????its soo unfair cause my brain is completely dead in the morning which means that i cant think and i cant pen down my thoughts cause my thoughts would be crappish and yeah just like this post f***** hell this thing is f***** up im telling you stupid crap shit...i dunno what the hell is wrong with it! i was supposed to start posting like on sunday as my 1st ipodless days and yeah i couldnt cause i couldnt get in and yes todays wednesday and its the 4th one already so yeah im mad..im telling you this is F***** up cause my friends can post in their own blogbut i cant? what the F*** ok im using too many f's already but im soo freaking pissed! you dont know how many times i tried to post...random thougth - Fly remix rocks!