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Thursday, October 20, 2005

Am im really pooor?

Why am i sooo poor now? You know im even going to the extent of actually walking home from the train station which is really bad, cause i never do that at all. Well im really feeling it now..very badly..having to live life without money..i only go out like once a week..and i cant spend more than 20 dollars when i go out..and even when im hungry when im out, i dont even spend money on food, i'd rather save the money and go home to eat..you know thats really bad cause the ryan that everyone knows loves to eat and when he goes out he always eats..but no sir thats not me anymore..i dont even eat outside which is sad cause i miss all my fav places to eat..Auntie Annes ): orange julius omg hahha triple berry smoothie....argh i love them soo much and DONUTS omg i love them esp the ones with chocolate on top...sigh this really sucks cause i miss all my delicious lovely food...and im losing weight still too fast, so fast that my friend who hasnt seen me for 2 weeks thinks im anorexic which im not cause im just not...hahah...yes well im even living off people which is bad as well..i really need money haha someone please give me money...ok maybe i aint that bad but yeah its cause my mom wants me to pay for everything myself now that im working..well i seriously dont get her..cause she says that if i wanna do this i should go work and save money to do it..if i wanna go to aus and visit rah i have to work for it too and now she wants me to pay for everything myself..and then where the hell am i going to get the money to pay for my OTHER things that she told to work for and save up for? im telling you she's a total B**** to me now lar..total crapnesss..asswipe! im pissed...but whatever...oh i was texting my friend today and i came up with this hahaha..."Just let time pass by as shadows fade away, till the dawning of tomorrow" total crap hahaha...but whatever who cares..i was bored anyways and my brain needs to start thinking...IM still hungry...i want food (:

I kept my mouth shut 7:58 PM

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