Yay i finally got my ipod back after like soo long! Yay im soo happy now..whee..whoopie! i've missed my ipod soo much hahah...its really nice having my ipod back,the feeling of having something taken away from you and getting it back is just indescribable and yeah i feel soo elated and overjoyed that its back in my life right now..like the hole in my heart is finally filled..well ok not entirely cause im still hurt thanks to someone..but im getting over that now and its slowly fading away which is good tho i need that process to quicken cause i doubt i can take it anymore this is what i wanna say to that person..You're still haunting me in my sleep, you're all I see but I can't go back cause I know it's wrong for us to go on and I'm growing strong to confront my fears...and im moving on now so much for my happy ending which i thought would be wonderful...but nah you know what i dont care about that now..because i feel its better to lose a friend that you try so hard to reach out to and get no response from that person than to keep one and live in pain for the rest of my life..i tell myself, why suffer when i can choose to remain happy and exuberant and you know just be my normal self that i used to be until i met that person and the after-effects of that...well im starting to be that person i once was and i hope i can be that person but i dunno haha im turing goth lol...(oppps sorry priya hahaha i know you're gonna kill me if i do) but i dunno man seriously..i doubt that i would tho..anywho yeah im standing all alone by myself yay!