i miss duffer soo much..i hate my stupid disc man its not working again and im like wtf??????shit ok im telling you effin shit...i burned a new cd today ahha but its soley for sleeping..well when i had duffer i had a sleeping playlist so yeah i needed one badly cause i wasnt really sleeping really well due to the lack of music in my sleep..tho that sounds dumb but i think music has been like part of my life..i cant really live without it now..everywhere i go, whatever i do i need music in my life..its like my higher power..dont get me wrong its just listening to it and nothing else i hate playing the piano..i really do and im not gonna talk about that right now..it'll take up an entire page..just know that its like urm i just hate playing it basically..anyways yes i really music especially songs that get me pumped up..
Anywho i really need a new ipod and i dont know if im gonna call it Rylary im still contemplating cause Rylary is a special name haha...
OMG i soo hate today..PSLE finishsed which means my stupid effin brother is at home which means im gonna get annoyed 24/7 from now on cause he's soo irritating and he's such an ass...omg he is sooo effin irritating..im telling you he is stupid, retarded, dumb, irritating, annoying, brainless, did i mention RETARDED??????i have to stress on that again..and he's urm just a down right loser..who has no life and is a total annoyance in the family..and you know what?my dad actually brought him to watch a movie and they are watching it right now..im like wtf???????????????????????????????????????its soo effin unfair i didnt get this kinda treatment when i was younger and i was soo freaking more well behaved more everything than him that includes being smarter and everything god..and he gets everyhting that he wants tho he's like so un well behaved and rude...urgh! i cant believe it...you know what i dont care cause in my mind he's not part of my life..basically he doesnt exist at all..cause he's such a freak..and yeah i dont care about him..i really dont cause he's like omg soo irritating...he disturbs me like all the days of my life...and he makes soo much noise in the morning when im trying to sleep and i cant...damn ok i should stop cause i can just carry on about how much i hate him... A total ASSWIPE SHIT ASS BLODDY LOSER...
i miss you duffer