This totally sucks right now..my life, everyone around me thinks im really angsty right now haha..i seriously dunno why man..when someone says something that i either get offended by or if i just pissed at it..im really hot tempered now and i dunno its juts really weird cause i wasnt like that before i know im already hot tempered and all but i usually keep everything inside and not let it out at all so yeah..
i've been thinking and questioning myself, asking why my hasty reactions to nasty comments and why do i get so worked up so easily?there has to be a problem somewhere, maybe its the things that im doing or music that i listen to. This all started 2 weeks ago when i started school and all and just a week before, i started listening to The Veronicas...they kinda are angsty but in a cool way thats totally awesome and i was thinking maybe it could be that but i really dunno, some of my friends think that it is and some dont. But i think i know the reason why. When i started listening to The Veronicas i really loved them alot and i listened to them like every second and every minute its crazy, now 4ever is my 2nd most played song on itunes i know its just maddness right now 470 times already its insane but whatever. Back to my point so yeah and i used to listen to fly like evey day for at least 5 times but since then i've stopped listening to it. Well it wasnt like an immediate thing or anything but it was more of a gradual process where i slowly stopped listening to fly. First it was 4 times then 3 then 2 and then none..i dont think i actually realized that i stopped doing that and yes my angstyness got crazier and crazier and i couldnt control my temper at all and i shouted at my best friend which was soo bad and wrong and yeah but thank goodness we're alright now...and just a few days ago i saw this picture of Hilary Duff(posted at the bottom) and it brought tears to my eyes. The reason being that first of all it was from my fav video of all time, Fly and i really love the song and video and that is also one of my fav pictures of her and i just love it soo much. It brings back many memories that i've had and all the times that fly helped me through those difficult times in my life and when flyy was there to cheer me up when im down, make me go crazy when i was happy..ok now i sound like some sick ass person with issues but whatever haha..the point that im trying to state is that i just miss fly alot and i feel that i've neglected it that sounds retarded too but whatever..im feeling so much better right now that i've started to listen to fly again and im gonna go watch the video now so see ya guys soon!
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