Whats wrong with my life?

I derno whats wrong with my life right now,
its going from bad to worse.
I cant just act like nothing ever happened
And forget about whatever that was said.
Its too painful and everytime i look back,
My heart aches with every beat that it makes.
Sometimes i question myself,
And ask did i bring all this pain onto myself,
Could i have avoided all this if i just kept my mouth shut?
Or is it that the problem lies with me and they way i think,
Or the way that i react to things.
I try my very best to change,
But what i do apparently isnt good enough for you.
In the end, i just end up living a lie,
Living a life that isnt the real me,
Something that i'd never imagine myself to be.
School is supposed to be a place where you make friends,
Not enemies that you'd hate for the rest of your life.
Its sad and tragic,
But i really dunno what to do anymore.
Someone please save me from this misery,
I dont wanna be living a lie anymore..

I kept my mouth shut 9:32 PM

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