First all of i would like to start off by apologizing. Im really sorry for what i've done and said. I didnt know that it would have turned out this way at all. Im just soo heavily broken right now that i dont know what to do at all. I mean all i wanted to do was to catch your attention for you to pay attention to what i felt for once and not always about you but unfortunately you took it in the wrong way and our friendship went from bad to worse, and now we cant even see each other eye to eye or even talk to each other in a normal tone of voice. Its not that i didnt have the balls to try to talk to you about what i felt and i had to get a third person to do it for me. If you actually knew me, you'd know that i would have gone up right straight to your face and told you already but unfortunately, i tried talking to you about it but everytime i tried you just avoided the topic and i did tell you once before but you just got mad at me and i didnt wanna ruin our friendship so i thought that that was the only way that we could work things out. But evidently what i assumed wasnt even true and all and what i hope would work backfired and now we arent even talking at all. What happened to all the times that we had with one another, the laughter the tears and the joy? Is it all gone down the drain and only memories that you can think about and look back and it can never be cherished ever again? Or do you wanna look back and remeber my name and say " oh what a bastard that guy was.." i tried really hard but apparently whatever that i did wasnt good enough for you and it turned out bad. IM really really sorry for what happen and right now i feel like shit..a total jerk who's sooo stupid and childish. I never meant to hurt you the way i did..but i know that there's no way that you're gonna forgive me for what i've done and even if you are reading this you may never wanna be friends with me or talk to me ever again but i still really love you as a friend tho we keep a distance from one another..Do you even know how it breaks my heart everytime i look at you in class..i remember all the times that we had together and im thinking why did i do this to myself why did i bring this upon myself. I never ever thought of the day that this would ever happen to us not at all..maybe to some of my friends but not you..because i saw something special in you that no one else saw..and i still do. You were one of my closest friends that i ever had and i miss you soo much but i dont know how and what to do right now. Calling you would be a stupid thing to do because you would never wanna answer my calls and talking to you in school wouldnt help either cause you'd just walk away. And im gonna take the first step right now..im gonna beg for your forgiveness even if it means going on my knees i'd do it..Im really sorry about what happened on the phone the other day..i was just being retarded and im really really sorry i shouldn have reacted that way and yes it was my fault..i really dont know what i can say right now because you woulnd listen to whatever i say and you wouldnt even care right now but i am truely sorry i really am i dont know what i was thinking and i really hope that we can be friends again and be back to the way we were before..Now i look back at what i've done and it was really stupid and childish of me to have reacted that way but all i wanted was to catch just a little bit of your attention..i actually did that but i went overboard and it went too far i dont want this to carry on i really want you back in my life and i miss you soo much..
IM REALLY SORRY PRIYA..PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR WHAT I'VE DONE.
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