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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

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It was a holiday today..which is really good..but sadly the weather wasnt on our side today..as usual its raining again. Just like every other day now..its really irritating and its getting on my nerves because you cant do anything at all..miserable..is one word to desrcribe these past few days of agnoy i would say as i cant live without the sun! i really really need the sun back in my life..I love the sun alot..ok here i go again being obsessive over stupid things that dont exist at all like my bed but hey some people do share the same sentiments on my comments on my bed haha yes yes i love my bed and if you dont, shame on you! You really need a life if you dont love your bed..i mean how can you not love your bed?its the most important thing in your life haha you do EVERYTHING on your bed and i mean everything...now now are you thinking dirty?hahaha *shakes head...well i wasnt talking about that..i meant everything like sleep study chill, talk to your friends..sigh young people are perversed these days arent they???hahaha what the hell..i can come up with these lame shit crappy stuff that dont even make sense at all hahaa yes i am one of the young perveresed generation to my dismay haha isnt everyone??

So i went out shopping for Chinese New year stuff..as im told im not allowed to wear all black..damn..i was soo excited to wear black during chinese new year..i mean like who the heck cares man i wear all black to everything..and no one makes any noise or says anything like oh you know you cant wear black cause its wrong and its just too dark..like hello..i love wearing black..and it doenst matter to me..but yes so i actually bought a shirt that isnt black..but its dark blue.still close to black..but yes i derno if im gonna be allowed to wear that too cause i bought black pants today haha..and no im not turning goth!

Well im sure all of you know that Priya and I arent enemies anymore and we're friends now. But i have doubts about our relationship as friends right now..Simply because i derno i mean we've said soo many mean things to one another and its not easy to you know forget about everything and act as tho nothing happened at all..I cant do that at all, because things did happen and im trying my very best to forget about what happened but its just so hard. Plus i feel that its really one sided now and im trying my best to open up and everything but im not getting the same vibe from her. I know it isnt easy for her either..i want us to be like before so badly, but right now i doubt that that can ever happen..i derno if she's gonna read this or not but this is just what i think and i havent told anyone about it..and its not that i dont wanna talk to her about it..but its just that i need time..and yes it aint easy at all trust me..

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