Life was really stole for Justine, she was soo close and yet soo far..after soo long im still in the state of mourning its just soo sad..i cant get over the fact that she actually lost..she was on the verge of winning and her stupi injury came back...well i guess in life you never know whats gonna happen dont you!
Its just amazing how some things work out right while others dont most of the time..well i guess thats just one of the cycles of life and all of us have to accept the fact that not everything is going to go our way. As the saying goes, something that i will always believe in, "Any moment, everything can change" like seriously this is soo true and i firmly believe in it with all my heart..
Well Chinese New Year has been dead boring as usual with the exception of a new member added to the family, baby Justin ahah he's soo cute, once i get my pics uploaded i'll put them here..yeah it was great when my cousins came over yest, talked to them and stuff..its great to be able to see them again, we're really close and stuff so yeah
Basically thats it, nothing much really happened..im still in love with Jess and yes she's just soo hot haha..
Ok this is what i want to say to that person..im not gonna wait for you anymore, because waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drought, useless and disappointing. I've been waiting for ages already and im sick and tired of playing this waiting game, i loved you once before and i think i will always still but i cant carry on like this anymore because im just living one big lie, hoping that you'd come back to me..apparently you claim to be someone that you're not and that you're a changed person..whatever the case is im gonna forget about you, forget everything that has been said and done. Tho i know that it isnt gonna be easy for me but im gonna do my best..i was heart broken once and im not prepared to be again so if you're not gonna come back im not gonna wait anymore..because its just pointless to keep a pointless relationship
looked what you've missed, living like this, nobody wins....