Ok life is just soo freaking f'ed up now..its just soo crappy..ok maybe it was just today but i really hated today..once i stepped into the house from school, its like i derno a storm cloud of extreme anger or something just passed me by..i got soo freaking angry at my parents for being such idiots that they always are..making me do this and that when they can just do it..and tricking me to some shit crapped up stuff..argh yes i just cant take their nonsense anymore..it just pisses the hell out of me..and now i dont feel like doing anything at all..or should i say i cant do anything because i have no mood to do anything..its bad cause i have a test that im supposed to study for tmr but im not doing anything and i still have 4 chapters but i have no mood to do anything, talk to anyone whatsoever..im telling you my parents just ruin my life.with their stupid cheena weird mentalities that they have that they will never change..and they think that they are right all the time..when im sorry to say that they are not and im not trying to be biased or anything here but im sorry its really true that im being objective cause i've had second opinion on this matter and the people that i've "interviewed" actuallly agree that they are too closed minded..all that oh you can come talk to me when you have problems is all crap..CRAP you hear me..its all a bunch of lies..i bet when i tell them anything at all, they go out to look for someone to talk to me about it, find a shrink or someone that is a trained professional to talk to me to counsel me or something..they never keep to their word and they will confiscate this and that take away this and all that blabla bla shit stuff
Argh i hate my house..im still soo freaking sick and yet i still have to do so much..you dont know how tired i am..even staying up till this hour tires me and i cant do anything at all..i derno this whole being sick thing has kinda changed my life..i've lost 3 kgs and somehow some of my clothes dont fit me anymore..they are just too big for me..which is weird cause i buy clothes that are just nice and now i cant wear them at all cause they are too big..what am i gonna do?i need to put on my kilos back but how?i've been trying to eat alot but to no avail cause everytime i feel like eating, i dont get food and when i do get foood, somehow i dont feel like eating anymore..its like my hunger just vanishes into thin air which is just weird but yeah..
Ok went out with Priya and Steph again today..why wasnt i surprised that i would be forced to eat Pastamania as usual..everytime without fail, when we go out we have to go there..and i really hate that place alot..with every emotion that i have..the food there isnt that fantastic or anything..thank god i got a discount cause im a student..or else i'd be pissed..but the nice SELFLESS Priya actually paid 3 bucks for me..aww isnt she a sweetheart (: thanks for paying for me..haha she's the best..so we went to watch Memoirs of a Geisha today with much reluctance from me of course, seeing as to how i would never force myself to watch a movie that even comes close to any asian culture, instead, i watned to watch Hilary in Cheaper by the Dozen 2..alot cause i mean i still like Hilary and all but NOOOOOO they didnt wann awatch..BUT i still went that show...it was good tho..not bad for a cheenafied movie but still good..hahaha i predicted the ending tho..overall it was alright..i've seen better shows like proof ahhahaha its a great show..go watch it kae..yes but even tho it was a reluctant outing, i still enjoyed that company that i had..with Priya and all cause i mean its a good stepping stone for us, the more we go out and hang out, means the more we would interact and it would make our bonds stronger, and soon enough, we would be even closer than we were before..but yeah we're still a long way from that but im glad that both of us are working on it..i know she's trying really hard and i can see it..
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