Im still not over it...this is bad really bad..now i just wanna go up to the person and tell that person that im still deeply in love with that person! Which is soo retardedly wrong..noooo i cannot do that..but im still really in love with my past and i derno why..i cant really come up with a reason why i still feel for this person..honestly i really really derno..i mean there's nothing good about this person at all and yet still im head over heals...sigh its just soo weird..i mean i have no reason to like that person and yet i still do? Why why why am i doing this?getting myself into this? Im in a big mess right now..i was on the verge of liking someone else..finally opening up after soo long because i was too hurt to do anything at all and now its all back to the begining where i started again..i dont wanna go back to the begining its ugly and i dont like it..
Anywho i dont wanna talk about that anymore for today its just depressing..ok i skipped class again today cause my group didnt wanna present..the sacrifices i make for them..i mean they could have been the ones that skipped class but i gladly offered to haha well i was going to catch proof but the timings were all bad but since i skipped class i could make it ahhaha soo happy i did cause i got to watch that show..and its AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its sooooo complicated and twisted and mind boggling..love it hahaha and there was Jake..my fav actor whoo hooo! Anywhos it was fun i went out with my socio group mate and yeah we had fun..its deff a movie that im gonna catch again for sure cause its just soo nice and the storyline is soo good..
Ok let me tell you how i bought the tickets ok? So my friend was late so i went to get the tickets first..i walk up and ask for 2 tickets to thw 12:30 show for proof..so the person clicks on the mouse and says oh its an NC16 show so i need your id and your friends id?im like ok here's mine im near 18 and so is my friend and he's like no no i need your friends too cause its NC16..im like what the hell????hello who wants to freaking sneak into an NC16 movie???huh i ask you?sooo stupid..so i walked away disappointed..so while waiting for my friend, i went around looking at stuff..and i decided to try my luck again after that to see if its a different ticket person..and while on the way i saw my other friend..so i went up to her and said, hey can i borrow you for a while, i need your id to get a ticket..do take note that my friend that i was supposed to go with is way above 16..so i went to the counter and true enough it was someone else..guess what she didnt even check me or my friends id so i didnt even have to use her at all..soo stupid but yaeh i thanked her for her "services" tho it wasnt needed..hahaha i cant believe it..i havent got checked for these kinda things for a really long time already why now?weird people...
Oh no dont go changing, thats what you told me from the start..