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Monday, February 13, 2006

Everything Im Not

It seems to me that everytime i look up, i see your face. I hear your voice, its haunting me..When you told me that you love me, were those just words?
Were they really just words? I really want to know if they just were?Did you even mean a single thing that you said to me?Or was i just some toy that you tried to play along with?I thought that we had something, apparently we dont have anything at all..Right now i still cannot figure out how i actually started to like you..we're worlds apart and our perceptions in life are just totally miles apart..I have no idea why i fell for you..but im happy i did..it gave me an experience that i would never forget..maybe it was me?or it could be you..i tried watching the movie that we watched together and i couldnt finisht it..I dont think i can ever finish it..waves of emotions just swept thru me and i couldnt take it..it just made me sad thinking about what happened that day, how happy we were but no i dont wanna remember it because its too painful..after remembering the happy times, i remember our last decent conversation that we had and it just makes me really sad..so yeah i doubt i'll ever finish that movie..tho its really good..i really derno but this song has everything that i wanna say to you! but change the girl part to guy..

The Veronicas - Everything Im Not

Oh no dont go changing,
Thats what you told me from the start
Thought you were something different,
Thats when it all just fell apart

Like your so perfect
And i cant measure up
Well im not perfect,
Just all messed up

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now i see
I dont wanna pretend so this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want,
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything,
Everything i'm not

Its not like i need somebody
Telling me where i should go at night
Dont worry you'll find somebody
Someone you tell how to live their lives

Cause your so perfect
And no one measures up
You're all by yourself,
Just all messed up

Now wait a minute,
Because of you!
I never knew all the things that i had
Hey dont you get it?
Im not going anywhere with you tonight
Cause this is my life...

I kept my mouth shut 6:17 PM

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