Honestly, right now, i'd rather die than live..i really cannot take it anymore..my effin retarded spasticated loseratic super irrtating annoying f****** brother is driving me nuts..he's just sooo stupid!
You know its really funny when he says a whole lot of crap and everyone claps and cheers and encourages him to come out with more shit and when i just say something..everyone starts going oh no that was soo poor and bad you know and you should say sorry..i really really laugh my ass of because ya im just getting everything from my F****** family..it brings joy to my life doesnt it?i get so happy and excited to go home that i just feel elated and extremely happy to come home to my wonderful family that i have that only cares for one person in their lives..talk about me being selfish i wonder who is or should i say are selfish in the house and yeah but its all cool because everythings fine..tho im bleeding to death, starving and dying..but its alright because no one cares..and why does no one care?because they only care for one person..their beloved retarded spasticated wonderful PERFECT son..Aww isnt that sweet..he's just the BEST isnt he..so PERFECT in everyway..he's SMART, TALENTED, OBIIENT, POLITE, NICE, CARING, WELL-BEHAVED, FILIAL, GENEROUS, SELFLESS and EVERYTHING that a couple would dream of having as a child..aww aint that nice really. They even let him have plastic surgery..and how old is he one may ask..well only at the tender age of 12..wow isnt it..haha yeah times have changed now even guys care about how they look and yeah they even go for plastic surgery at the tender age of 12..hahahah amazing and yeah if you're rich and loaded and THINK that you only have one child at home you'd definitely spend all your money on him because you love him soo dearly..maybe i should write a series a book on this haha it would seem fun..yeah the title would probably be MY EVER SO DEAR RETARDED SPASTIC BROTHER cool eh?hahaha loving it already!
I feel so honoured to be in the family..its just great..i mean we BOND so well togehter..honestly the person i'd only feel for is my sister..i kinda dont really care about the rest anymore..so yeah Shout outs to my sister you rock! ahahha
So yeah i really love my life right now..its just great..everythings working out just right and im soo contended with what i have that its in abundance..i cant walk, i feel like crap..my life's f***** up..my family's F***** up as well..thankfully i still have all my friends thanks you guys you're the bestest..you're always there for me unlike some people but yeah..i thank you guys for being there (:
Im gonna dedicate this wonderful song to my mother )(&()*&*(%&*^$&%#&#
its called Mother Mother by The Veronicas ok just changed the girl parts into guy as well ahhaha..
Mother mother can you hear me
I'm just calling to say hello
How's the weather how's my father
Am I lonely heavens know
Mother mother are you listening
Just a phone call to ease your mind
Life is perfect never better
Distance making the heart grow blind
When you sent me off to see the world
Were you scared that I might get hurt
Would I try a little tobacco
Would I keep on hiking up my skirt
I'm hungry, I'm dirty, I'm losing my mind
Everything's fine
I'm freezing, I'm starving, I'm bleeding to death
Everything's fine
Yeah, I'm working, making money
I'm just starting to build a name
I can feel it around the corner
I could make it any day
Mother mother can you hear me
Yeah I'm sober sure I'm sane
Life is perfect never better
Still your daughter still the same
If I tell you what you want to hear
Will it help you to sleep well at night
Are you sure that I'm your perfect dear
Now just cuddle up and sleep tight
I'm hungry, I'm dirty, I'm losing my mind
And everything's fine
I'm freezing, I'm starving, I'm bleeding to death
Everything's fine
I miss you
I love you.
ok thats the full song but not that last 2 lines..i feel everything about this song except the last 2 lines i think it describes my life so well right now..
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