You know what bugs me?
People playing effin band music in my f****** house like what the hell is that man peeps rocking out to band music like hello people get a life you can never rock out with band music thats just way off dudes like f****** get a life aight?Maybe i should help you try buying Britneys ...Baby One More Time not that its bad or anything but its like 9079079868768567764 times better than f****** band music..like hello at least Britney has talent cause you can hear her sing..Band music is just so f****** annoying like what is it anyways?is it even music because to me music is something that has lyrics and words to it not some effin musicless lyricless crap piece of shit..ok whatever i play lyricless shit too but thats different i dont go listening to it and rocking out to it..thats just soo f****** sick im telling you F******* sick and F****** retarded..its super spastic and just so F******* irritating and annoying...sigh its just soo f***** up..
Ok my exams are all over but you know whats the funny part?im not even happy that its over..in fact i've been in a really bad mood the whole effin day and i have no f****** idea why..i mean i should be happy that exams are all over but now im just sooo f****** pissed and i dont know why..why the hell am i acting this way man like dude my exams are over which means i can party and go crazy but no im just soo pissed and angry..and im phyiscally drained..i have no idea why im soo tired maybe taking 2 papers in a day took a really big toll on me..but yeah soo pissed..F*** Shit ok..argh!
I hate my freaking life its soo freaking irritating..i almost called that person today..i wasnt even thinking at all because Priyas out drinking and stephs gone and i've got no one to talk to..i seriously was gonna call that person and meet that person up just to talk to that person..yes it sounds soo f****** stupid but yeah i was on the verge of doing it because i was soo stressed up..maybe its just me when i get stressed up because im too tense and when deadlines come i kinda freak out alot..
Why is life soo unfair?i still love so much and yet i get no feeling in return..i cant let go..not just yet but i dont know why im still holding on to something that isnt even there at all..i try but to no avail..its sad..
Maybe there's beauty in goodbye...