Seriously there's nothing to do in my house at all..im dying here because i cant go out at all due to my immobility..sigh i know what it feels like being "disabled" and i really feel for those people who really are because i understand its really hard to do anything at all..i cant walk much because when i walk to much i start to bleed like crazy..and you cant do much because when you try to do something your feet start to kill you..in my case my stupid leg hurts like crazy but yeah..i guess i did bring it upon myself in some way or another..
The good thing is that today was a good day because i grew smarter haha i put on a bandage so i wouldnt know if my leg was bleeding or not but yeah the blood dripping decreased drastically which is good because it means that im losing less blood hahaha..basically was bleeding non stop since 8pm yesterday till like today the whole afternoon till i put on a bandage haha it all stopped imagine how much blood i lost?ok its not that much ahha its just a bit cause its a small wound but yeah i was squeezing out all the blood and the ooze disgusting thing that yellow thing hahaha.
So back to the point of not being able to do anything at all..Its just so boring this is my daily routine..I wake up at about 10 something to 11 something, i brush my teeth clean my wound apply medication wet my hair to make it look nicer haha and un nice cause when i wake up my hair is in a complete mess..turn on the computer and go online. Talk to my usual friends and do my countdown on that website, listen to 4ever and all the other songs that i usually listen to like Everything Im Not, City Of Devils and so on ok i dont wanna mention them too many..so yeah wait for the veronicas to come on the chats which they never do..and then eat lunch at 1 something to 2, watch the Oprah Winfrey show..love that show oprah rocks! and then come back up to use the com again..and use it till like 3 something or what and then go to sleep..wake up at 5 or 6 depending on which day if its wed-friday at 5 cause must watch American Idol..so yeah go down for dinner watch some telly..also it depends on which day sometimes there's nothing on..but on tuesday its from 8 all the way till 11..but yeah on normal days i practice piano from 8to 8:30 ok i try to practice piano and yeah then go back up wait for my sister to finish using the com while i stay in my room singing like a mad person or reading my mags or going crazy over the veronicas or whatever and then come back out and listen more to the veronicas and use the com..when its about 12, i watch some dvds and yeah use the com till like 3?go to sleep and the whole cycle repeats itself yet again
Isnt it boring?i do the same thing over and over again oh and i skip breakfast sadly but thats all covered as i eat at about 2 or 3 in the morning tooo but yeah i wanna get out of the house.i wanna work i have a job but i cant go to work just yet because of what happened sadly..
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