i hate my f****** life right now..its soo f'ed up..really seriously im really having the day from hell and EVERAYYTHING is f'ed up..i hate my effin brother he's so f***** retarded..he is annoying and i hate him to the extreme core...he is such an ass a jerk an ass wipe..he should just go and wipe everyones f****** ass for a living im sure he'll be good at doing that..why the f*** must they talk about his f****** schoool in front of my face? YOU Know i soo f****** cannot stand anything that you talk to me about concerning that f****** idiot..why the hell are you even telling me his stupid raquet needs restringing..i was eating my f****** dinner you f****** assholes...like just f*** off the next time you want to even mention his f******* name infront of me its sickening..
I was peacfully eating my f****** dinnner and you just had to ruin it didnt you?huh you f****** idiot..why not you just got there and f****** stay there for the rest of your f****** life?its soo much f******better..you know everywhere you go..everyone hates you..you know why?you're a f****** asshole who doesnt know how to keep your f****** mouth shut and you talk to loud and you're just f****** retarded..you hear me f****** retarded and you dont know how to behave..i have no f****** idea how the f*** im related to you..
I just got my f***** results back..and im f****** depresssed..god to think i actually worked hard? like i should just go f*** myself in the head or something..i deproved in like every subject what the hell is this man????????i dont know i dont even think this is right for me anymore nothing is..iderno what is..
My birthday is just around the corner but honestly i dont really care about it anymore because it just doesnt matter anymore..i wish i wasnt even born at all..why was i even brought into this world..theres soo much pain and suffering in it..happiness is always just on the surface..underneath imdying in pain, crying out everydayn for something..yerning for something that isnt there..most of my friends arent even friends..they are f****** bitches that only care about themselves and its not just one person its every f****** person around me and its just soo depressing..i give in soo much and what do i get out of it? F******* nothing at all..they only call when something happened to them..you expect me to be happy for you?why should i you probably dont even care if i existed or not..so why should i even f****** pick up your call? everyone around me is just sooo f***ed up..god im just dying and it doesnt pay to be nice not at all not f****** one time at all..
EVERYTHING IS F'ED UP STRAIGHT FROM THE HEART....
CAUSE I CANT TURN TO YOU WHEN IT ALL FALLS APART...
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