Everytime i try to fly
I fall without my wings, i feel so small
I guess i need you baby
Everytime i see you in my dreams
I see your face, its haunting me
I guess i need you baby
Its soo true sometimes i cannot sleep at night because i see you in my dreams. I see your face, something that i dont wanna see..not that its ugly or anything, but it brings back really bad memories and sometimes i cannot sleep at night at all..Its hard really hard for me to move on..Sometimes i feel that we shouldnt have even known each other at all..because it was a mistake, a very very big mistake that both you and i made..and now after so much has happened, how can you just walk away and pretend that you've never met me before, never heard my voice before and never had any feelings for me at all..I know deep down inside you still do when you see me..you're not the cold person that you are right now and i know that..i know that...
I really have no clue as to how you can just forget about me like that..i tried doing that but i know i cant not right now..its soo hard..what was there before isnt anymore and i know but and i dont wanna hold on to something that isnt but cant we still at least be friends..i rmb i told you that once this is over that you have to promise that you'd still be friends with me..you made that promise but you broke it..sadly now i what kinda person you are because you dont stay true to your word at all..i wanted us to be different and indeed we were, we were so indifferent that we were the same..as everything else..crapped up and f****** up..
Im sure you must be very happy now with what you've accomplished..you've managed to bring my world down and are you happy now?im sure you are but yeah..i tried to change for you, to be a completely different person for you..i even gave up Hilary Duff for you..everyone went wow because i mean hilary duff was like everything to me until you came along..but no you didnt take it well and you thought i was weird and that you could do better than hilary duff..really really sad..
This songs for you and us..that i should have just ended it from the start and not even continue with it at all..its called Mouth Shut by The Veronicas
I kept my mouth shut from the start
I guess I left you in the dark
You thought you knew me but you don't
You say you love me but you won't
When you find out who I am
I kept my mouth shut for too long
All this time you got me wrong
Now we're in this way to far
And I'm about to break your heart
Tear everything we had apart
Cause I'm feelin' lost
When I'm in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding onto you
I've tried so hard
To be the one
Now I don't like who I've become
Won't keep my mouth shut anymore
I've had my share of closing doors
And now I know I'm not afraid
I know exactly what you'll say
But I'm sorry it's too late
I kept it all inside of me for all this time
Thought that I could make it work if I just tried
But I'm sorry to admit that I have lived a lie
I kept my mouth shut for too long
Now I know that it was wrong
I wish I told you from the start
That this was never meant to last
We should have never gone this far
Won't keep my mouth shut anymore
Look what you've missed, living like this
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