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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Im soo sick and tired of the shit im in

Do you ever get soo sick of what is happening around you that you just cannot stand it you just feel like walking out of it and never coming back and forgetting about everything that ever happened? well thats wht im feeling right now..

My parents are such asses..biatches..i have no idea why they even gave birth to me and my sister? like dudes why did you even bother? Huh??????why even bother?seriously all you care about is one person why even bother giving birth to us..we are 684867684563435435531313 more well behaved then he was when we were his age, 35432132135465468768465312 times more smarter than he is when we were his age..like we were just sooo much better than he was...and guess what lame shit excuse they give for him acting this way towards me? hes looking up to me and he wants me to accept him and he wants my attention..DUDE you f***ing got my attention but you're a f***ing retard and an assehole..like just f*** off alright???? i have my own life and i dont care shit about you so why not you go find somone else to get attention from and to gain acceptance from..like wtf? i only see you one f***ing time per week and i have to get this shit from you?????and every week without fail you never cease to cause trouble in the house..i derno what it is but its just that i just get all the shit and i get blamed for every F***ing tihng that happen..and you know what???????? you're the f***ing reason why im like that now..its cause you're soo annoying and yet you get your way all tje time, and i've become cold, bitter, mean and im a total bitch now thanks to you..MUM dad heres your answer..HE TURNED ME THIS WAY..i swear i was never like that before..

f*** you man...like ok there was this thing on friday and it was someones birthday and stuff and i wasnt invited ok and heres the thing..my mum actually wanted me to make balloons and stuff for the party and i was like wtf?????im not even invited and stuff and i have to do it?like f*** off man biatch..so yeah i didnt go cause she said i wasnt invited..it somehow turned out that my friends went and i realized that my sister said it was a leaders meeting kinda thiing where only leaders can go..so im like ok fine i accept that cause my friends are leaders so yeah its alright..BUT GUESS WHAT? that little f***er went..like how the hell was he even allowed to go??????????like f*** shit alright...i have no idea how this whole system..oh and it gets even better...whoo is this twisted or what man..HE was SICK..let me repeat aagain...SICK and yet he still went for the thing..ohoh and i recall once that i wasnt feeling well and i was at a BBQ which was only at pasir ris and guess what i was asked to go home at 9:30..and what time did they reach home? like 11 something man..wow and im 18 and he's like young..isnt this just great? i mean wow i can just sit here and just start laughing like crazy its hiliarous..VERY hilarious..bastard...f*** off alright im just soo sick of all this nonsense crap..its ridiculous..i have no idea why he went and HE ISNT a LEADER..key words: ISNt and LEADER..but yes hmm i wonder..

And guess what this is even better..my mum doesnt allow me and my sister to watch desperate housewives..wtf????????????like hello just cause you happened to see a scene that was a bit obscene i must admit but wtf man you let your f***ing son watch wrestling when you think that that is totally wrong as well and you dont f***ing scold him at all? and you even came out of your effin room to check on us????/huh what kinda shit ass crap nonsense is this???????????? And you even got your husband along..thats just great..you can make it a FAMILY affair only that me and my sister are not part of it?you seriously should consider giving us away for good..i would be much happier im sure..i'd rather die than live honestly...trust me it isnt easy at all..i try to tell you but you're blinded by your own flaws..im not saying that im perfect..but we have to work this out togehter..but unfortunately you only care about him HIm HIM so yeah i really have nothing to say cause everything i say something you think that he's right and even if he isnt right he is still right, no matter what happens he's right

I kept my mouth shut 12:03 AM

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