There was a carnival in schoool today..how weird is that?lol but it was all good i got free cotton candy (: yay hahaha i love it soo much it makes me high (: and yeah i bought donuts (: yay again ahah i love love love donuts (: they can melt my heart..
School in the morning was boring..my basic entre class was weird..i still think that im right..wait i am right lol my teacher doesnt even know anything about cutting down of trees and stuff..so much for being an environmentalist..but meh its all cool..i dont wanna argue with my teacher..
Then came french lol..haha me and Rachel are always very excited for french but todays french was embarassing..lol haha she was spot on infront of the whole class standing in the middle and she made a mistake..poor her..and when the teacher questioned me..i was speechless and i broke out in laughter and finally managed to laugh out merci hahaha..it was hilarious seriously..
And yes my parents are being extreme bitches yet again..sigh i have no idea when i will be set free from this unfairness..i do exist in this world too..you dont have only ONE son...god they need light to shine on them..like i really dont get anything at all..so yeah i should get use to it..
Im just so sick of everything that they do right now that it just irritates me and annoys me..its funny how that they can actually witness someone do wrong and just laught about it and say, its alright its all good..haha its amuses me seriously..like wow i didnt know doing bad was a good thing..i guess you learn something new everyday dont you? haha Lesson learnt today..being bad is still good as long as your parents approve of it and laugh with you (:
i've tried everything and nothing works..stop being nice to me in a fake way and use that weird tone on me..cause it aint gonna work no more..like seriously..bitches..now i know why im soo bitchy..i guess it runs in the family..and why im so fake sometimes..it runs it the family yet again..haha mastering the art of showing a fake smile isnt easy, but being fake all the time doesnt need any skill at all..the most important thing is that you have it in your blood and you can always pretend to be interested when youre actually disinterested and pretend to care when you dont care at all..
oh yes ahah after french me and rachel walked to the interchange and we had food (: hahah choc and PB waffle..yay my fav combi (:
i derno whats wrong with me lately, but ive been thinking alot about you..hoping that one day you'd come back to me..i still really miss you alot, the times we spent together no matter how long it was..i guess this was really meant to be, true love that was hard to find. im really sorry for what ive done..i didnt really mean to scare you away with what i did..honestly that wasnt my intention at all..you know that i loved you then..i dont know if i do now..but i still have strong feelings for you that cannot go away..i want it to badly but i just cannot forget about you..i keep thinking about you..all the time..i dont like what im going thru right now..i want to forget everything that ever happen but i dont know why your name, your face, everything about you just keeps coming back to me..you werent there when my world fell apart, you made my world fall apart..i miss you..
When It All Falls Apart
im having the day from hell
it was all going so well
before you came
you told me you needed space
with a kiss on the side of my face
not again
and not to mention
the tears i shed
when i should have kicked your
ass instead
i need intervention
attention to stop temptation to scream
cause baby..
everything is f'ed up straight from the heart
tell me what do you do when it all falls apart
gotta pick myself up, where do i start
cause i cant turn to you when it all falls apart
dont know where i parked my car
dont know who my real friends are
anymore
i put my faith in you
what a stupid thing to do
when it rain it pours
and not to mention
i drank too much
im feeling hung over
and out of touch
i need intervention
attention to stop temptation to scream
Why cant it be easier
why cant i just change my life
cause it just seems to go bad everytime
will i be mending
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