Well if some of you may have noticed, i've been wearing black for one whole week without fail with the exception of CCN day where it was kinda goth and sad enough so yeah that doesnt count..anywhos yeah it marks a very special occasion in my life where something very sad and very tragic happened..Katahrine Mcphee was kicked out of American Idol.
Yes i have been depressed for one whole week and i still think that this whole depression thing will carry on..its really sad and i cannot believe she lost to some guy whos range is just like that and doesnt have a wide range of songs that he sings..Kat is soo versatile and i have no idea why she didnt win..its just really sad and i do not wanna talk about it..maybe after all i should just carry on with this whole wearing black until something happens like her single beating that guys single but yeah..sigh..
Well i've made some ammendments in my life, made up with some people..but yeah obviously there are still gaps as always because whats said cannot be taken back..sometimes you just cant help but remeber what happened, the past and all the memories that you ever had..well i have to move on..at least i know the word hate does not come into my mind anymore..
I've been really sick lately so yeah i dont really have the energy to do anything basically and ive been so busy with school, with homework and i just had a test today..but yeah..i've decided to move this blog to another one..actually im thinking of either changing the address of this blog but if i do that some people might not know the new one..so yeah im going to leave this on for a week..my new add would be. posted really soon....because i've decided i need a new name hdr is soo yesterday and im changing my email add too..
Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
There's just no reason left to try
You pushed me away
Another black day...
Looked what you've missed
Living like this,
Nobody Wins...