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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Dying by the minute

You're killing me by the minute really..i dont know why but everywhere i go i see you, eveerything i do i think of you. Not something i really would want to do but its really stuck in me. Obviously it only really hit me only after i lost you.

Why is this happening to me? i get more and more depressed by the day and im just so jaded everyday...i look forward to school now, i wouldnt say that i love it but at least its bearable with everyone around me especially people in my class like, sy, wl, amanda, and wine around who are always there..but i just cant get out of where i am now..

Its easier said then done..let go..well im sorry obviously thats not gonna work right now..

it took me a year to get over my past experience, i wonder how long it will take for this to end and actually finish. That thing i had before was only for a month this one was for a year. Correct me if im wrong but i took 1 year to get over something that happened in a month, so theoratically speaking 1 month=12 months, 12 months=12 monthsx12 months = 144 months? and 144 months is 12 years SHIT thats f***ing long i hope that doesnt happen..

I kept my mouth shut 10:56 PM

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