You're ruining my life right now and its in a complete mess! i hate you!!!!!!!!! why did i have to bother feeling what i felt when i knew that it was gonna be a f***ing waste of time???my brain was obviously not working..its just a complete f***ed up place!!!
i really thought i could let you go easily, apparently thats not working well for me, apparently my whole life has been revolving about you, even when i talk to people i talk to them about you..do you know how scary that is?now i cant even try and forget anything that ever happened because its just stuck in my mind, whether its subconsciously or not...the truth is i thought it was a small thing, but i guess it isnt..but feck cares now?
its freaking over!!!!!!
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i really thank God for all my friends really..like Em, Kandy, Mike..who's always there to listen to me and what i have to say, without them, my life wouldnt be where it is right now..like they've always heard what i had to say and you know like they are there during my lowest moments in life..and also of course not forgetting, rachel, amanda and wine (: i really love you guys heaps you know..i mean i can really tell you guys everything and you'll never judge at all and just listen..of course with the occassional scolding but yes haha its normal but nonetheless you guys are heaps fun and such great friends i dont know what i'd do without you guys (: thanks rachel for always listening and understanding..thanks wine for always picking out stuff and helping me..and thanks amanda for just being there (: you're always a message away even tho it may cost you 10cents LMFAO hahaha thanks!!!
everytime i try to fly i fall without my wings
i feel so small
i guess i need you baby
and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face
its haunting me
i guess i need you baby..
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