Its amazing how fast one year can pass by you without you even knowing that its been a year, or should i say maybe last year was a year that just swept by so quickly that you didnt feel that it was a year at all..thats all in a days work, that you feel you've been so busy to actually realize that time is passing by faster than you really think it is, that time never waits for anyone at all and it just keeps on moving. I never seem to realize that time passes by so quickly when you're actually doing something, and yet i regret not making more time for myself to actually sit there and think of everything that i've done over the past year. Whether what i've done in my life is actually something that im proud of and happy to tell everyone about. So many things have happened last year and im actually glad everything did. Its been a great 2006 and im happy to have everyone that i care for around me and to finally really put 2005 behind me as well, something that affected my life in a somewhat great measure, something like a scar that will never heal, well thats what i thought it would be but im happy that 2006 put it behind me and im happy with the way things are right now..
a few things i've learnt over the past year, more like thresholds in my life, it happened it specific months actually lol, march, june, september, december. In march, i've realized that im not the person that i really was, i thought i would never go to places that are below me, not that i look down on them or anything, but it just didnt dawn on me that there was a need to go there, but the funny thing was that i had a good time i really did, and i had a great time with my parents, finally spent sometime that i really needed to. And also my relationship with my fellow veronicas fans grew more intense day by day.
June, i went for a mission trip in Chiang Mai that really changed my life as well. i've been to heaps of those but its just differnet this one, maybe its because i went with a whole group of my close friends, my youths. It was a great eye opener and it really made me think about my life and how fortunate i am to be living in sg..and my heart really goes out to all the people there that just live so simple lives and yet they are so happy. It brings me joy to see them smile when you do something sooo small for them, to Singaporeans its nothing at all, but to them its like the whold world and it really touched my heart (:
In September, i really let go of everything that pulled me down since 2005 and i was finally free from everything. AND i went to the best place in the entire world (: AUSTRALIA hahahaha it was a much awaited trip that i thoroughly enjoy and i was really happy that i went. A much needed vacation that really helped me alot and again it made me think about what i wanted to do ahhaa, i thought alot this year LOL its a good thing (:
December brought about joy, bonds, love, peace and harmony. Cliche as it may sound this christmas was something really special. It was like magic..the play brought the whole youth closer to one another and i really treasure each and every member, they are such great people that no matter what amount of time you spend with them, you know that you'll never get sick of them or get bored of anything, theres just soo much to talk about and so much to do. The play was a huge success and it brought so many hearts together and it touched so many lives and im glad that i was in it with such a great cast and such a great director and such a great script writer its just so amazing..im proud of everyone! we worked hard and we did our very best (:
Well i've already made my resolutions and i put my past behind and now im moving on towards a new year, i know that this will be an awesome kick arse year! so many wonderful things happening and im soo excited i cannot wait!