hello everyoneeee
i just got back from uk (: it was so exciting going around the uni's to visit and look at how the living/studying conditions are over there on the other side of the world. And i must say that the climate and environment in the uk is jolly good (Puts on a British accent) LOL yeah haha it was really really fun and i had heaps of fun and enjoyed myself thoroughly. Special shout outs going out to Shahira, Pirya, Halim, Ammar, Jo and James..you guys are f***ing funny LMAO ahhahaha all the times we had taking the bus and what not..oh and sab and gang too wild people LOL
well primark was probably the highlight of most of our trips but yeah i really really loved uk. its amazing..i really didnt wanna go back at all..to reality but oh well im back now and theres nothing i can do about it..
people really think they know you so well, they think they know you inside out, they think they know everything about you, every small little detail. I laugh when i think back because people think they know, but they really have no idea at all sometimes and they think so proudly of themselves, they think they are just cause your nose is bigger than mine doesnt mean you can step all over me..oh you think cause you can have the power to spend more money than i do and you're more high class than me means you're greater than me? think again, trust me i have the ability to bring you down to tears, to degrade you until theres nothing left of you, i just havent done it yet because i cant bring myself to. But after everything that happened i guess its time for me to show who i really am to you, to be my real self to you and not hide behind something anymore because you're not worth it at all. Unlike you, im not heartless and i do treasure my friends and if they cross the line, i dare tell them that they do and not silently just let them go away. Theres nothing left to save anymore..
There comes a point in time where you just move on and forget about the past and what happen and just put it behind somewhere in your brain. Maybe we'll be friends in the next lifetime or maybe years later, we'll see what happens..
P.S, this was already very toned down lest anything bad could happen..trust me..
i dont wanna pretend so this is really the end of you and me...