Sometimes its just those things that you least expect to happen that turns into something that you'd never expect could turn out to be. Weird turns of events, flashing memories, thunder and lightning, ipods blasting in your ears, something that happens everyday. Yet people dont really treasure all these normal and mundane things that happens. Its not that easy to just forget everything that happened so quickly, as much as i would have wanted to. Its really hard and it hurts deep down inside. But im glad that at least i have people who are there for me which is more important than anything else and i want to be there for them as well.
Well i for one am very certain that im gonnna start appreciating things like my ipod which i already adore to the very most and many other things, however thunder and lighting and rain is going to take me a while because i hate it...
But yes meeting someone randomly and actually getting to talk to that person alone can really change a lot. It makes one think about everything, his life, friends, relationships, school, people and everything else.
People put on a front and they try to hide what they feel but they themselves know that deep down inside they are hurting immensely, but for some godamn reason they just cant admit or cant put themselves to admitting that they are suffering and burning inside.
If you ask me, i deff miss those times when we were together, laughing and joking and making the best of times and treasuring each other. Being there for one another in good or bad times. Sometimes the company just makes a whole lot of a difference and people dont really know that because sometimes they dont tell you.
People should start showing more appreciation to what other people do for them, not that im saying there isnt enough already but at least let the other party know or at least attempt to. You never really know when it might make their day, turn something around and change everything just by your one kind thought or gesture.
All im saying is that im gonna start treasuring everyone around me and not just be so complacent about everyone, i've lost enough to know what losing someone feels like and i dont like history repeating itself. Time goes by too slowly for me to feel the pain, and i know it as much as i try to avoid it, it cuts deep down inside my soul. Depressing it may be but thats part and parcel of life to my dismay, and sadly i've learnt it the hard way!
To all my friends from Australia, American, Eurpoe and Singapore, you guys are amazing and im really thankful for all that you've done.
You Australians kick some SERIOUS arse man i've had heaps of fun with you guys and i love each and every single one of you! just to name some theres, Em, Katie, Eeeeeyan, Terran, Ash, Lisie ,mike, nick. You guys are the best EVER all those long talks that we had i will never forget (: you guys never fail to cheer me up. Those bashing veronicas days were the best i ever had (: tho sometimes we dont get along, its those fights that bring us closer together and i really cant wait for 2008 (:
Americans Americans, CINDY you SOOOO need to come back online!!!! we havent spoken in ages dude!! not coool not coool. Tifferoo, Jessie and Jojo. You guys are fecking funny LOL hahaha..thanks for talking to me in the early hours of the day!! time differences rock eh??
Europeans..weeee hahahaa again time differences rock. you never fail to keep me occupied (:
And last but not least all you Singaporean people!! you guys are also one of the bestest ever!!! and yeah i would really like to make a list and all about everyone. i'll do it soon i promise!!! i will trust me and YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU , YOU , YOU and YOU will deff be on that list i mean YOU YOU!!!!! and you know who you are eh? haha trust me you do!!
And as we walk across this lifetime
leaving behind what used to be
i hope you stop and smile think of you and i
and the dreams we dared to dream
remember to remember you and me...
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