LOL the title is so emo, but seriously its not about me at all..
it just makes me so upset that i cant help my friends the way i really want to ):
it makes me sad that i can do nothing about it but just sit there and watch them,
watch them cry in one corner with pains and stabs in their hearts
tell me what to do pleassseeee,
i really really want to help you with all that i can
i just wanna be there for you,
to be there until the very end,
if only you'd open up more, well not that you havent
i just want you to know that it makes me sad to see you in this state,
all i want to see is that you're happy and i'll be satisfied.
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i've been your friend for quite some time now and i must say our friendship has grown stronger and stronger by the day. Yes sometimes we do fight, well a lot i must say but everytime when we apologize, there's a deep mutual understanding that no matter what happens, both of us know that we've got each others back! You're someone i know that i can really tell everything to and i know you wouldnt judge me for whatever i've done, and i know as far as you can, well where your brain takes you that is, you'll never fail to always help me in everyway. And i thank you for that. All i wish is that you'd open up just a little bit more man, you know im not like one of them, im never going to backstab you, i swear!!! and im sorry for what happened before, i know i made a promise that i'll come visit you but i didnt, this time its for real and i really am going to go down, i'll make a declaration to the world saying that i will really go down (:
i wish you and whoever you are with now the best of luck, you guys are amazing together and im really happy about it! At least you're not with that other whore..i really hated her and yeah i dont need to go into details, you know how much i do lol and yes we've fought alot about that and i think thats clearly something that kept you from moving on, but now that she's out of your life, im really glad that you're a whole new person (:
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i've missed you heaps ): we havent been talking for a very long time, i wanna know whats going on with your life..is there something you're not telling me? why? please just at least say something to me, i feel completely lost.
we used to talk heaps, what happened to that? you staying up late just for me and me doing the same, well waking up early, but its all gone..what happened to that? i really miss those days and it makes me sad that we are going down this dark road. i really dont want us to become what everyone has become..please give me a chance to explain myself, for what i've done i really dont know lol
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on a not so sad side, OMG BLOGGERR IS FINALLY WORKING WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo
ok and AMERICAN IDOL IS SHOCKING!!!!! SHITTTTTT MAN but yes BLAKE FTW i want blake to win now!!!!
and im soo proud of my student (:
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