Argh something i regretted and dreaded and really wasnt excited for. But what can you do about it? well nothing much.
It didnt start off really well anywhos..i havent really been myself for a really long time, and falling sick doesnt really help much. However, i have a strong feeling that my sickness is cause by my emotional instability. Ok its NOT that drastic just you know when someone feels down too much it affects their health. Similarly if someones always happy, they dont fall sick that easily.
I tried to brush off everything as tho nothing happened but to my dismay, that was extremely impossible. Everything i do just brings back memories. To aid my difficulty, i've deleted songs that i really love off my current favourite list. Trust me it wasnt easy to do because i mean i really love those songs but i guess when you want to be a stronger person, you have to let go of those things that bring you down, and right now its those songs. Soo yes that was extremely difficult but i think im doing better now (: Props to Kelly Clarkson for her ever so angry songs, Carrie Underwood, Paramore and The Veronicas (: (Well mainly Lisa cause Jess doesnt bloody do anything because she's too busy running/ruining her own life by doing stupid things to actually care about the band and its future at all. STOP BEING LESBIAN JESS.)
Till next time yall!!
Here's wishing you guys a great year ahead!
Dont worry shahira!!! everything will be ok! ok???? im here for you!!!! i will never ditch you for.....
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I'm over your lies,
And I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
When you know I'm not okay.
How I feel, read my lips,
Because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
You never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I'm so over it.
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