When i look back and think,
I don't know if i should be happy or sad.
Sure we had many good times
But with that comes the present.
You always give the impression that you're different from the rest. That you know how to stand up for yourself. And when you don't like someone, you tell them straight in the face that you don't like them. But when it comes to your personal life, you don't really live up to what you say and it puzzles me. You say that you're not fake like the rest but honestly, i don't see any difference at all. And time after time you disappoint me without fail.
People have made many sacrifices for you, to be with you when you need them the most. They've been trying their best to always cater to your needs and your needs only. They are always there for you most of the time. But just because of one incident, that they weren't there, you just totally ruin everything. You know, people do need to work and they have certain commitments in life. I'm sorry if you don't need to work and all but others do. You cant just get mad at someone because they need to work and cant go out with you due to certain responsibilities they have. You really cant blame them at all because its not their fault. And its not as if they are always not there for you and completely ignore you.
Its a relationship! it works both ways. And if one side is willing to work extra hard just to keep everything together and the other isn't, then I'm sorry to say that its not worth it at all. Cause in the end its just gonna be like that forever, one sided and nothings gonna happen at all. its a TWO way thing.
Sometimes difference is good and difference brings people together. You think you're so special because you're different? well good for you then. I'm really happy for you because i mean to me you were different but you turned out to be the exact opposite after time went by.
I've lost complete respect for you in the way that you're handling things. You don't face up to your problems at all but just run away from them, completely opposite of what you preach. I know it isn't easy to lose someone, but the lease you could do was to at least try to understand the other party. Instead you just ran away from everything and started a new life. Things don't just get settled like that. It needs time, it needs talking and it needs work. Running away to a new group of friends isn't going to solve anything at all. Why cant you just sit down and have a good talk with that person? And I'm glad you're happy with your new life, new friends and new sexual orientation. Congrats on finding your true self. Though I'm extremely disappointed in you and all but I'm still gonna wish you all the best in your future life (:
Ps, you dying your hair orange isnt cool at all. Like i mean you need to get your life back. Looking like yourself below is horrible!
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Its not easy letting someone go
I'll always think back on all those times we had together
I know that I've forgiven you and apologized
The door is always open no matter what
I know that deep down i still care, i still really do
Its just that its hard expressing it
Maybe one day in the near future we'll be friends again.
Who knows?
Only time will tell..
Thanks for everything (:
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