After all thats happened, i guess i really didnt have a chance to say anything to you guys at all. But i guess i just wanna make it publicly known the feelings i have. At least everyone would know for sure how i feel.
I admit that i was extremely disappointed and angry when i first heard what happened. The thing is that i already guessed it and i just needed confirmation to it and true enough it came. I tried to tell myself that i was merely thinking too much but to my dismay it wasnt the case. The pain i went though was excruciating. It was not so much about what happened that i was upset about but what i heard and my worst fears came to past. You know just your whole world falling apart? That was what i felt, i mean people that i trusted so much. But ANYWAYS thats not the point now. Why? Because it already happened and theres nothing i can do about it. I just wanna say that i've forgiven everyone of you and i dont hold any grudges against anyone at all.
So i wanna say that im sorry for being what i was. And from here on end, im just gonna forget about everything that happened. If you feel led to come talk to me about it, by all means, just know that im willing to be your friend again and at least try to build what we lost. To everyone out there that i've hurt in one way or another, i also wanna say im sorry, i know im not the nicest person around but at least im trying now and please forgive me for that.
Also to everyone that has hurt me in someway or another, i just wanna say that you're forgiven and im glad you're happy where you're at now and i wish you all the best in your future! I also wanna say thanks for being there before, i'll always remember everything we went through togehter.
Cheers!