Sooo whats been happening in my life??? One word, NOTHING.
i dont really know whats going on right now, im dreading everyday. Going to school with a heavy heart, coming home with one. It just doesnt seem right anymore. Life feels so jaded and it seems that although im surrounded by a sea of people that im friends with and that i know personally, im still all alone on my own and i really honestly have no friends at all. Im not undermining any of my friends or anything you guys are great but im just soo lost and extremely jaded so its not really your fault. Waving to so many people never felt so bad in my life. I just feel that no ones there for me anymore. God im getting so emo...
Maybe its cause i lost something? but i dont know why every time i see anything i get upset and angry? Why do yo hate me so much? You act as tho i've done something to you, something so bad you cant even look me in the eye. Im like an enemy, a stranger. I think if anyone has any right to feel angry and upset it should be me. But yet i dont feel that way because i dont wanna bare any grudges anymore. So thats just life i guess? Friends come and go, and then come again and then go..some you can never hold on to..
I've been contacting old friends lately, just recently my primary school friend messaged me and we started talking and also my sec school friend messaged me too soo i hope all these go well because i would really need their support right now (: i need something to hold on to. I feel that all of a sudden i have no one to depend on and im all alone in the world. I just want someone to be there for me to show me support and tell me that im doing fine!
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Dude, you're one of my best mates ever and it upsets me to see you in this messed up state. You honestly dont deserve to be treated the way you are right now and i hope you learn to try and stand on your own and starting thinking about yourself instead of always thinking of other people. You've done enough thinking about others, its time you started caring about yourself! You know im here for you and i'll always support you no matter what. Dont let the friendship you have with her go down the drain, FIGHT for it. I'll do anything and everything i can to keep you guys together. She's the one thing that made a difference in your life and if she stops now, i know you'd be devastated as much as you tell me you're fine, i know you're not. You cant really lie to me..Soo i just wanna tell you to FIGHT ok NEVER EVER GIVE UP! The fight isnt over until its really over and if you dont give it a chance, then no one can!
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