Sometimes i ask myself why i still even bother feeling sad and when i think of you it just makes it worse.
Seeing you didnt really help either. I mean like out of all places, ok well not really but i mean its just i dont know what went wrong with us and i can swear to everyone that i tried to save what we had, but you just totally ignored it. I know i've lost every feeling i felt for you but i dont know why when i saw you something inside me just went like crap omg shit shit shit and its just that you get the feeling that your feet start to shake for no rhyme or reason and you start to sweat and your speech gets impaired and i dont know WHYYYYYYY...could it be that i still feel what i felt before?? i really hope it isnt because i know i've moved on and theres someone else that i really like now and you coming back into the picture just gives me the shits.
like i bet you break everyones heart and you know you cant hold on to your friends at all for long. Its not only me but i've seen it happen to quite a number of your friends you know and you just waste your life away just like that every week? you know you're not in the position to be doing such things and you have family issues too so at least you should be thinking about others and not just only yourself all the time. Cause i mean i bet the reason why it failed with everyone else including me was because the person you put first was yourself and you really didnt care about what the other party felt at that point in time. You say you're not selfish but i mean ok maybe if its just only 1 person that thinks that its fine but its more than 1 sooo yeah i mean, just think about your life and what you wanna do with it! I dont wanna sound as if im giving you a lecture or anything because im not in the position to do so, but as your ex-friend, i just want to say that i've forgiven you for everything that you've done to me and trust me you've hurt me so bad that no one has ever hurt before and you were just really mean about it and it took me a LONG time to get over the whole thing. BUTTTT i just want you to be a better person thats all and maybe try to be the bigger man?? i dont know..
im just well not starstruck but just really weirded out about the whole encounter. And you didnt even bother saying hi or waving..great!!!
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