Today was sucky i fell sick and it just totally ruined everything. All my plans just went down the drain horrid! It was a slow moving day and CPA really demoralizes me very badly and so does civ pro. I really dont know what to do anymore!
Today's Song:
The Veronicas - Worlds Apart
Album: None (It was unreleased)
This song is amazing. I fell in love with it the moment i heard it. Somehow it just reminds me of Delta Goodrem's Lost Without You, which you will see later in a few days ok maybe many days time. The only difference is that Worlds Apart would be a breakup song saying that both of us live different lives and theres no way we can go back to where we were before, nothing you can do or say will change anything because i've made up my mind, you're an asshole and thats all that matters so thats the end of you and me. While Lost Without You is more of a i need you by myside, please dont leave me, what am i going to do wtihout you, im going to be lost without you kinda song so its more of a i want you back in my life song not kicking you out song. But i guess maybe they have the same vibe to it like melodically or something but it just reminds me of it thats all.
Yes i know you guys may be wondering why Veronicas when i hate them. No i dont hate The Veronicas, i hate Jess. Her and Lisa combined make up The Veronicas so i dont hate them as a group cause they have good stuff man, you cant deny that. But maybe cause The Veronicas have been such a big part of my life, its kinda hard to just let it go like that!
I'm gonna hold you for the last time
I'm gonna cry but afraid not to let it show
This is the hardest way to say goodbye
Cause as you walk away
I'm feeling so alone
I don't understand
You had to leave and
I'm not part of your plan
We both agreed but now I regret
There are so many things I should have said
But now I've let you go
I'm holding back the tears
I'm here alone
Forgetting all the years
And now there's nothing I can do to bring you back to me
So we live our different lives
It's so hard and there's no more you and I
but we're worlds apart
Sometimes it's hard to get to sleep at night
Sometimes I think about the way it could've been
I see you everytime I close my eyes
I try to shut you outInstead I let you in
I can't pretend
I wanted it to end
For you and me
What I'd give for one more day
Just to say the things I need to say
If only ime was not erased
As you walked away
I knew I couldn't explain to you
And I can't pretend
I wanted this to end
For you and me
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