Finally i got my shirt that i ordered online. I dont want to be mean or anything but why do people dress that way? what more shop from shops that are well i dont know? ok you know what i dont even wanna talk about it because its not very nice. I shall ignore!!!!!
So i went for my check up today omg it was crazy! so mehhhhhhh. im tired and i feel like shit! So i guess today's song really suits today LOL for once!
Today's Song:
The Veronicas - Heavily Broken
Album: The Not So Secret Life of The Veronicas
Sighhhh this song meant so much to me before. I loved it so much because it depicted how i felt and it really said so much. Its just so emotional for me. Well one of more emotional ones so i try not to listen to it too much, well another reason is because SOMEONE likes it. urgh pukes!
I must say its best when they sing this live. Especially when Jess plays the guitar. Its sooo freaking good! They sing it with so much conviction and it just melts your heart because its so good! Lyrically its really like captivating and it describes a lot! Why do i even care honestly? Lifes just like that and thats the way its going to work so why do i bother anymore? I just suffer day by day and yet i let myself go thru this. No one knows, but inside me, i crumble and im just broken right deep down. Its not easy going thru life like that but really theres nothing i can do at all. I live heavily broken everyday...
Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And I just try to find some hope
To try to hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
And then again
It doesn't end
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
hat can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air
Louder I'm dying
And you don't even care