Soo yeah i know the dates dont really coincide and all but im trying my best to blog more cause like yeah August is ending in like 2 days LOL.
All i can say is. HAPPINESS (:
Its been a great week for me other than the fact that i had exams and i almost pee'ed in my pants cause i was freaking scared that my companies act would be confiscated. I swear i was damn scared ok hahahaha scared shitless even! I was shaking when she took my act. damn scary!!!!!
Things have been going very well, and losing 2 of my very good friends isnt easy but im glad that they are back in my life now. I derno but i see it as a tennis match, i start off the first set not doing very well and i do manage to cling on to my friends but like in the midst of it, there are troubles and i make some unforced errors, careless mistakes, mistakes i shouldnt have made and its like friends, losing them would probably be the worst mistake i ever made in my life. They might not know it yet but it pains me to be separated from them. But as the set goes on and i fight on, i start gaining confidence and i slowly win the set! And that would be a great accomplishment!
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So i went out with Steph, Priya and we had awesome kick arse food and Steph's house ! Steph i love your mum she's amazing lol! WHOOO im her fav TP student (: We had heaps of fun watching Greese and its just crazy man the way they dress and dance haha something that well we dont see happening nowadays! After that me and Steph went to watch Hairspray which was a really good after exam movie lol cause its just yeah you know after exams (:
So finally the time came when i had to do what i had to do. Im glad i did what i had to do and im happy with everything that went and im so glad all the clouds have cleared and the sun is shinning again, the way its supposed to be. Somehow i knew deep inside that i wanted this to happen but i was just afraid. I mean who wouldnt be, after all thats happened? Life isnt always the way it seems to be, but if you make an effort, i guess it will all be worth while (: I mean you would never know if you didnt try right? its better to get rejected than to no try at all!
Hanging out as a group was fun LOL, Vanessa if you're reading this, you better not do anything alright! I'll personally hunt you down i sswear if its the last thing i'll do! Im keeping an eye on you. So you commeneted that you wanted to hang out with me, does today count? LOL
Day 26's Song
Delta Goodrem - Lost Without You
Album: Innocent Eyes
OMG this is probably one of my favourite songs of all time. I just simply love it and no words can describe my love for this song because i've been loving it since i was in Secondary school and thats a very long time! The lyrics are just amazing and the piano is SUPERB!!!!!!!!!!!! ok but sadly, this is her worst song live. She sings it so badly i dont know why? Because heaps of people love this song but when its live its just well horrible, compared to her other songs of course. I still love you Delta and you're still one hell of a singer no matter what.
She's so inspiring because she's been through so much in her life and this song just describes so much about losing someone and let me tell you, it aint easy at all and i know how it feels. And not being able to even say goodbye and just ending it, it just makes it worse. But this is just amazing you guys should check it out!
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just wanna find a way to compromise
Cause I believe we can work things out
I thought that I had all the answers never givin in
But baby since you've gone
I admit I was wrong
All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
If we ever say we'd never be together in the end you wave goodbye
Dunno what I'd do
Im lost without you
I keep trying to find my way and all
I know is im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you
How am I ever gonna get rid of these blurs
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
Your the only thing thats on my mind
On my bed so cold at night
I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right
No I'm not too proud to say
All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
If we ever say we'd never be together in the end you wave goodbye
Dunno what I'd do
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way and all I know is
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you
If I could only hold you now
Make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
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