I woke up really excited today at 3:30 am. My one and only Justine was playing and i was rooting for her to win and it was an intense match, a really exciting one. I've never seen Justine so amazing before, fighting for every point and she was just stunning! I tried to go back to sleep, but it was tough cause i just felt so excited and happy (:
9am meant that i had to go to school for SIP pre launch. I found out what i was going to do at L&L and let me say my heart just stopped. It was a big blow for me and maybe i didnt show it on my face, but i was hurting deep inside. I was really upset about it, i wanted to do either family law or civil liti but i didnt get both. What upsets me more is that i was so excited about working with Shahira and all and everything and that vision that i envisioned in my head was just wiped away and slammed onto the ground and it hurt so much cause like someone else got it instead and yeah it just pisses me off. All i ask is that we get put on the same floor at least you know? Imagine during lunch, since Shahira wont be eating for a month and all i will be so lonely cause im all by myself. I mean who am i to complain when some firms only have one intern, and im sorry for being so selfish and all but im just upset ): you know you expected so much, and the talks that some of the people gave werent very encouraging either. i really am at a loss now. Im very disappointed..
and i heard the news about what i have to do in church and im also quite upset about it. sigh..
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went to watch No reservations with Charmaine today. It was damn nice ok!!! we loved that movie (: it was just great! Oh and we ate at this new restaurant place. The food was awesome man and also quite reasonably affordable. It was good catching up and stuff just talking and telling each other whats been happening in our lives over the last few months! we should do it more often!
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i really want Justine to win tomorrow. I really need this because if she does it will make me a much happier person than i am now. I really wanna start off this week with a positive attitude and i think its very important for me to do that, once i start well even if it goes bad i know i will still be positive! As she always say, take each match as it comes to you and not look ahead but do your best and give 100% in every match that you play, it doesnt matter what happens but as long as you tried your best and be aggressive in your points and put in effort, the best person will win. im going to conquer every day as it goes by and attack everyday with the best shot that i got! i hope this works! i know it will!
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