I really dont like two faced people. People that tell you something in the face and completely change immediately when faced with a situation. Its just absolutely disgusting! Isnt it fun that you coy around with your little small group of friends and giggle, and laugh amongst everything around you. That you're so oblivious to your surroundings, you dont give two hoots about anything around you and you just thrive on your company of your little friends. Fun i say! FUN! Riveting even! Super exciting!!! OMG lets go for a small little gossip sessions over Starbucks coffee and talk about everything under the sun like what Paris Hilton wore last week to whatever event she went to!!! Whatever, you think Paris Hilton really cares?
Im just sick of people being really disgusting and just urghh it sends shivers up my spine! I guess in life you just have to learn how to let people go, try as hard as you may sometimes its better to let go then to hold on to something.
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If you're so easily affected by what people say around you, then im sorry you suck! And dont get all angry at your friend because they disagree with certain things you do or say! Thats just really immature and just well really low. I am very disappointed with the way everything is going, it disgusts me and i thought it was going to be different, but clearly i was wrong yet again. Time after time i've tried, given you chances but they just fly by as though it was never there at all!!
lifes not the same when you're gone, yeah it isnt, tho im all alone, im not really bothered by it cause honestly i dont care anymore! Im just happy to be where i am today and im proud of where i've gone and its just satisfying!
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conversations like this make my heart drop. everytime you say something about yourself, it cuts me deep inside and i feel completely useless, selfish and just completely disabled. Theres no way i can help you, i want to so badly tho but i promise i'll be there more often. Thanks for today, you really made my day and without what we talked about i would have been afraid but now i know and im confident! thanks (: see you real soon!