Im really sick and tired of where i am in my life right now. Yeah everythings going great, im feeling much happier than i was before. But somehow i just dont feel anything, it just doesnt feel right at all. The happiness i get is so superficial. Im tired of feeling this way. What happened to the days when i looked forward to everything? What happened to friends that will always be there for you?
I dont know what to do with you now. Yeah we've gone past the weird stage already but it seems to me that im trying hard to go back to what we had before but you're not helping at all. Im upset that i have to try so hard. It shouldnt be at all. We were never like that before and im confused. I dont know who you are anymore, what you're thinking. I cant read you the same way i did before and its hard being your friend if you dont say anything at all. Maybe im not supposed to be part of your life at all and maybe you're better off with her? I derno anymore. You dont tell me anything like you used to before. You never come and talk to me anymore. It upsets me that you've given me the cold shoulder yet again. Its like im non-existant in your life or something. I know i disappointed you before and i wasnt of much help, but here i am trying, the least you could do was to appreciate the effort taken.
Friendships are so fragile, they can fall apart anytime so easily. One blink of an eye and you've lost one of your best friends ever. How do you hold on to them? Once i've figured out how i'd let you know, but right now im still in a complete mess trying to figure whats going on in whos life and what not and it isnt easy at all. Its emotionally draining and its tiring. Im tired of this and i dont want to carry on worrying about things like that. Yeah my friends are important, but if they dont give a peach about anything that i do or try to do then i dont see any reason trying at all..
sorry if im ranting, im just really upset thats all. i didnt wanna keep it all inside and theres no one online to talk to.
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