WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (: I had therapy today and it was freaking awesome! let me just say that i feel alive again lol and yes the old me is hopefully back LOL (:i havent had this much fun in ages man! Yeah loser working life sucks but you know what? Its just the way its going to be and i'll probably have to go through this whole phase again at a later point in time. But till that time draws near, i think im just going to be contented with where i am right now and the people around me. it was amazing wheeeeeeeee (: