I dont even know where i am in my life now? Im so confused about everything and school starting just instantaneously after SIP isnt really helping that much. I feel that i've got no space to breathe at all. Coming back to school wasnt something i looked forward to well not entirely, i did miss it but going back to what i left behind trying to forget every bad memory that i had was the best thing that happened to my life! Facing it again isnt something that im really excited about. Seeing people that i had differences with also isnt something that im proud of.
I must admit that i miss all of them really i miss the times we spent together. Right now its just a distant memory that probably wont be a dream come true anytime soon. I dont see what we had before coming back again to me. I guess thats just the way it was you know? Once a friend im sorry you're nothing more, that will never change? Its not just one of them but a whole group of them. I used to not be able to count my friends, and by that i dont mean just those hi-bye ones but those i can really talk to, but right now i can probably count them in the palm of my hands. Its just sad.
I was really happy to leave all those behind you know but i didnt wanna face it at all. I was contented with where my life was, but coming back to school was just something i didnt really think about? It really didnt come across my mind at all. Well at least im thankful i've made new friends that replaced the old ones, well not replaced but at least i can talk to them and be there for them. Its a cycle i guess, the wheel of the world. You make some new friends, then you lose some and then you make some again? thats just how the world works i guess. One thing thats changed is also that i treasure those around me more than ever and im trying to get as close as i can with them, to understand them as much as i can and to share everything i have with them. They are all i got and thats all that really matters, the quality is more important than the quality (:
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