After a nice 2 week break from the world and from everything, theres something in me thats not satisfied yet. Something that feels i dont belong where i am going. Something that tells me that i should stay put at where i am at. I really dont want this to end at all.
I was told that people back home miss me but surprisingly nothing in me jumped or said i miss them back? The honest truth is i probably didnt at all. I was glad that i was away actually. Wait extremely elated even. Well yeah of course there are people that i miss like those that i dont get to talk to online? Namely, Priya, Steph, Candice and yeah a couple more and of course Ammar, but the thing is that i still see him online so its not that bad? yes i miss his funniness and he never fails to amuse me. But really i was really glad to get away from everyone back at home. I miss my family a little not that much tho maybe because im surrounded by them as well.
Well after all this, i just really want to stay here. I really dont wanna go back. i know its selfish and everything but it feels really like home here. Im so used to the culture and just the way of living its just something that im so at home with. meeh oh well. See yall soon i guess (: