ok after so many years,
its time to say goodbye to this blog.
i really cant be bothered to update anymore.
it just annoys me.
and i dont want people i dont like to read my blog
urgh so annoying.
ok im kidding hahaha i dont mind really its just that im lazy lol
everyone knows me lazy lazy ryan!
ok bye!
After a nice 2 week break from the world and from everything, theres something in me thats not satisfied yet. Something that feels i dont belong where i am going. Something that tells me that i should stay put at where i am at. I really dont want this to end at all.
I was told that people back home miss me but surprisingly nothing in me jumped or said i miss them back? The honest truth is i probably didnt at all. I was glad that i was away actually. Wait extremely elated even. Well yeah of course there are people that i miss like those that i dont get to talk to online? Namely, Priya, Steph, Candice and yeah a couple more and of course Ammar, but the thing is that i still see him online so its not that bad? yes i miss his funniness and he never fails to amuse me. But really i was really glad to get away from everyone back at home. I miss my family a little not that much tho maybe because im surrounded by them as well.
Well after all this, i just really want to stay here. I really dont wanna go back. i know its selfish and everything but it feels really like home here. Im so used to the culture and just the way of living its just something that im so at home with. meeh oh well. See yall soon i guess (:
ok i took this from ONTD it was too funny for me not to share because its just hilarious.
This is a quote from yahoo.com about the 10 most annoying singers and they described Celine Dion as this and i completely agree with it because its just too too funny!
" I know there are millions of people who would beg to disagree, but let's get real, people. She sings 15 notes where one would suffice and turns every song into an anthem for self-empowerment. It's like getting an hour of Oprah condensed into four minutes. She sings. It's time to start the lawnmower."
LOL hahahahaha really true tho. It does make people feel good about themselves some how LOL my heart will go on? no? you be the judge
So i went to talk to my teacher today, Mr. Pok. I really have to thank him for actually sitting down with me and telling stuff about various unis and giving advice and everything. Last but not least also for giving me a PWC WHEEEE thanks lol i managed to ask why i actually got it too because i was in utter shock when i got it. Yes if you'd like to know the full details feel free to ask. I'll gladly explain everything. But right now only happy thoughts fill my mind as i enjoy my last day at home slacking.
Its been really great just sitting on my couch, wait lying, and reading books, drinking sparkling water, listening to music and just really slacking. Walking up only to drink water, type in email replies, type in msn replies and answering my phone calls on my phone and house phone. Its been pure joy and im just really well rested mainly and i really cannot wait to go to Australia! That's going to be really exciting!
I miss steph and priya a lot and i cant wait till we meet up again (:
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in other news. OMFG ANDYFREAKINGRODDICKTHEFASTESTSERVERINTHEWHOLEOFTENNISHISTORY, who's only my favourite male tennis player in the world, who's 2nd in my favourite tennis player list behind Henin got engaged to a girl he only met a year ago. Yes im happy for him even tho i think its really sudden marrying someone he only knew a year ago, mind you they only started dating a year ago as well, but i guess if you're in love you do crazy things. but Whooo congrats Andy (: play well at the sony ericsson open k! I want you and Henin to win since my other favourites are already out its just the 2 of you left! Good luck! Oh and Justine is going to play against the amazon woman AHHAHAHA i cant wait im nervous and yet excited whooo!
Soo i tried cooking stir friend beef with ginger and spring onion. It smelled really good and it looked ok, you can be the judge of that because pictures are posted below, but i think i over cooked it to a certain extent. The taste was there but it was just too hard. My mum said it was quite nice lol and i said honestly please don't lie cause its really pointless, but she told me it was really fine, even my maid said it was quite nice just that it was just a bit too hard thats all so im going to try and cook it again this time hoping that i don't over cook it (:
So i was just talking to rachel, trying to catch up with her lest she blogs about something that i don't know about. You know cause she does UPDATE her blog and everything and I don't wanna to be mentioned for something that i don't do like ask her about church, school, her friends whether she's coping fine with tutorials and everything. And so far when i read what she writes, i go oh yeah i knew that, yes she told me that already oh yeap i knew that too (; Wheeee so im ahead YAYness lol. Oh btw, the rachel that im talking about is my friend who just went to New Zealand to study whooooo
So anyways i was just talking to her again. This is how it went:
Ryan: Have you eaten dinner yet?
Rachel: Eating now
Rachel: ahahaha
Ryan: Oh GOSH
Ryan: I haven't even eaten breakfast yet!! LOL
Rachel: HAHAHAHA
Rachel: What!
Ryan: You're almost completing 3 meals and i havent even had 1!!!!!
Ryan: hahahahaha
Goodness its really too funny already haah time difference is really a joke (: whoooooooooo
So im just really bored at home and i've nothing to do and i can't go out because im sick. Great!
I really have nothing to do but just watch dvds and what not! Recently, i went on a quest with sab to listen to all our songs from A-Z. As easy as it sounds, all i have to say to those who think that, is "wait till you've tried it on your own!". Imagine having 28 versions of the same song and when it comes to that alphabet, you have to hear that song in 28 versions for 28 times. How great does that sound? Well lets just say that, that particular song is 4ever! I would also like to add that its not the only song that i have so many antagonizing versions of, there are many more out there like that (: Ok i kid! i love all my versions because thats the reason why i stupidly got so many of them. What i dread is going through Techno songs, Christmas songs because its so last season, Singers that i don't really like but have their songs because i just cbf to delete them a.k.a. Avril Lavigne and various others.
So i know im going to pull through these 10 days, ok well its 10 days if i listen to it non-stop so make that about 20-30 days probably! hahaah whoooo i can do it (:
Here's a list of the top 25 songs that i've been loving this year (;
5 songs that didnt make it!
30. Like You'll Never See Me Again - Alicia Keys
29. Until You Got Love - Jon McLaughlin
28. In This Life - Delta Goodrem
27. No One - Alicia Keys
26. Disarray - Lifehouse
25. Get Out Of This Town - Carrie Underwood
24. That's What You Get - Paramore
23. Someone Wake Me Up - The Veronicas
22. So Close - Jon McLaughlin
21. Over You - Daughtry
20. Hook Me Up - The Veronicas
19. Wheel Of The World - Carrie Underwood
18. Say - Ryan Cabrera
17. Praying To The Wrong God - Jon McLaughlin
16. Won't Go Home Without You - Maroon 5
15. Break The Ice - Britney Spears
14. You Won't Find This - Carrie Underwood
13. Gimme More - Britney Spears
12. Piece Of Me - Britney Spears
11. Revenge Is Sweeter (Than You Ever Were) - The Veronicas
10. In Another Life - The Veronicas
09. No Air - Jordin Sparks feat. Chris Brown
08. 4Ever - The Veronicas
07. I Can't Break It To My Heart - Delta Goodrem
06. With You - Chris Brown
05. All-American Girl - Carrie Underwood
04. Untouched - The Veronicas
03. Before He Cheats - Carrie Underwood
02. Jon McLaughlin - Beautiful Disaster
01. So Small - Carrie Underwood
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